ugh

[joshie86star]

I need some serious fucking help. I'm driving myself crazy. Nothing makes me happy anymore, and I mean absolutely nothing. I find myself just in an all time low. I cant sleep. I cant think about anything but stupid crazy thoughts. I feel like I'm back in high school and I'm losing my god damned mind. I've been cutting myself again. I havent done

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[cuddlykindalove]

hi josh, i'm sorry that you have been feeling really low, i've wondered how you've been ever since we've stopped talking on facebook (why we did, i have no clue) but anyway, from what i read, my opinion is that you have to try to let go of the bad shit in the past. the past is done, you have to try to move on, and go for something you know you really want.at the moment, you have to try safer ways of coping with your feelings rather than hurting yourself cause that's no good. it seems that ryan wants to be with you, i understand that he's got 2 jobs. and has almost no free time, but at least he talks to you when he can and wants you, for you. that's something that should help you feel better. if you need to vent for any reason, just shoot me a message.

[joshie86star]

that was over a year ago. its long done and over with.

[cuddlykindalove]

Damn,sorry. I don't get on here often. But just know that I'm here for you anytime you need it.

[joshie86star]

feel free to add me on facebook again. Sorry for everything?

[cuddlykindalove]

ok, i did. and no need to be sorry, things happen. i forgive you :)