life is good

for the most part

but tonight totally made me forget about all the shitty stuff.
it's amazing how a nice night playing board games with your friends can be so much better than any big party.

I love you guys so much

thank you

Happy New Year all!

For those whom I saw last night, It was awesome and I'm so glad.

Last year was great, and I hope this one will be the best yet.

Much love and lots of kisses,
Josh

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Christmas with the family was good, as it always is ( Read more... )

I'm off to Cali, I'll be home on either the 29th or 30th.

Last night was a blast, even though I smoked and drank waayyy too much.

Have a fabulous Christmas, and I'll see all you bitches for the New Year.

Much Love,
Joshito

I'm trying really hard to hold on, but it's getting harder and harder by the day.
I'm sensing a breakdown coming, and I don't like it.

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"History repeats itself ( Read more... )

I'm finally starting to realize who my real friends are, and I want you to know that I love you immensely.

and on the flip-side of the coin, I'm realizing that there are some of you who really couldn't care less about me, but lead me on to believe that I have some steady ground to walk on.

but it's all been a lie

it's cool to be unimportant