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[joshmosis]

im soo stuck... i dont know what to do... i hate losing everyone, and i know its at least partialy my fault, but i fucking love her. how can i just stop because of how she is? shes different than us, she doesnt like hanging around people as much as i do, but gosh damnit. you just cant do that. it seems everyone wants me to choose even though they

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[anonymous]

i doubt any of us are saying "choose" because sweetheart i know what love feels like ok, and i know what it can do....but this is just wack, and yeah it is making everything turn to shit in our friendships...but this just what happens......i guess?

Casey Here:

[anonymous]

I'm afraid I'm going to have to agree here.. this is just what happens. You ARE being forced to choose because that's what you're supposed to do. There are SUPPOSED to be things that make you say 'YES GOD (gosh) DAMMIT I LOVE HER MORE THAN I VALUE ______', with the ______ being whatever is most important to you. If you're going to stay with her, you have to be willing to say 'Even if it were Dad. Even if it were Mom. Even if it were every one of my friends. Whatever it takes.' And then, you just let go of whatever falls away.