in school: bored ( Read more... )

i can feel it happening. im clawing, but it doesnt matter anymore. im not trying to be depressing. this isnt "one of those journals", i just dont want to lose everyone. it sucks, watching us grow apart from here, outside the crowd, but i guess it has to happen eventually. thats just life. i guess i just thought i would be with all these people all ( Read more... )

i cant help but feel bad for wanting what i want.
i cant help but want what i want for it is all thats there.
help me see the right path, and know it for what it is.
help me know what the path stands for, and how to make it there from here.

laughing hurts and nothing's better than drowning in dread as well as drink.

why does tonight have to end,
why dont we hit restart
and pause it at our
favorite parts,
we'll skip
the good
byes.
if
i
had
it my
way, id
turn the car
around and run
away, just you and i.

i love you.i love you. i love you.

"this feeling of despair is never wearing out."
it will.
give it time.
i know, its already been soo long.
there is just a time that it hits you... that youve been happy, you just havent let yourself realize it.
just give it time.

all situations evaluated, id still fucking kill you.

deny and replace:

im ok, its the world thats crazy.

feeling lifeless, i see your hand ( Read more... )

feeling lifeless, i see your hand ( Read more... )