Where did the Josh go. Alright I was without internet for a few days. Which is just slightly unheard for me since I don't know the age of 16. So, anyway here's the news.

Got job at the design company. Yay me!

Moved into a one bedroom. That's right I now have TWO rooms I can hang out in. One to sleep in. One is currently acting as my studio (until ( Read more... )

Alright, I live in this neighborhood that is kind of redneck. And, I mean that kind of part. So, I'm driving to the local drive thru to pick up some smokes and soda. When I see a chicken. Yes a chicken. Two blocks from a main road in the city. It is a suburb but not that much of a suburb. Now the first time I saw this I thought it was funny - ( Read more... )

Alright.

Got some more stuff added for My Word

The opening for the senior show was on the 14th. Thanks for showing - punks. No I jest I kid. I got two pieces in: The toothbrush, and Good Buy. Why they chose those of all the ones I turned in for judging, I have no idea.

Funny highlight of that evening. This older woman (we'll call her mom), a ( Read more... )

Okay I was living in Aurora Colorado (before it went Ghetto). Very "advanced" school as far as design, layout, curriculum, etc. Coming from a very conservative old ass school in Oklahoma it was a weird transition. Even the bathrooms fascinated me. They had no doors.

Basically there was a hole cut in the wall and inside about three feet was a wall o ( Read more... )

I believe this film is the probably the greatest representation of crashing psychologically I've ever seen. I think it is absolutely beautiful. The way Christina Ricci plays Lizzy is fantastic. I really wish there was something substantial I could say beyond that. But, maybe it's something that you just have to experience yourself.

Updated the ( Read more... )

Just a couple of things

So, Felicia came up to visit her family and we went out and shot pool for a couple of hours. It was a nice break from being in front of this screen type thingy. (I still can't believe they didn't have Bod Sieger - that's a staple of pool halls everywhere.)
Gina sent me a link to the video for Hate Me by Blue October it's good ( Read more... )

Wisdom is a movie from '86 with Emilio Estevez and Demi Moore. If you haven't seen it - find it - watch it.

It's an interesting statement about unlikely heroes and whatnot but, the major part that fascinated me - or caught me as odd (maybe just my current mindset). At the end there is an officer reading the Miranda Rights: You have the right to ( Read more... )

Alright, the show went well. I decided to be myself - which worked out a lot better than expected. I just showed up - no price markers or table set up. I did the rounds to see what was there and re-introduce myself to some of the artists (many artists have the memory span and speed of a tree-sloth with ADD) and subsequently they re-introduced ( Read more... )

Have you ever had a friend that was gay, only to find out they weren't? Did that change the dynamic for ya'?

Is taking control of a situation and an overwhelming desire to get the last word genetic? If so, is that why you can't talk to your parents?

Where the hell does woot come from exactly?

What is it about technology and anonymity that turns ( Read more... )

I'm not big on talking about personal stuff around here so this might be your one shot. :) I've been in this sort of mourning for the last year since the loss of someone I loved and cared for very much. She is a wonderful human being, taught me a lot, and I felt that she deserved at least one more year of me being "faithful" to her (even if she ( Read more... )