i just don't understand. how can a person be everything you want when you are with them and then be everything you don't want when they aren't with you? it won't get easier. there's only heartache ahead. i need to accept it. i WILL get my heart broken i can't avoid it.
i hope it happens... i'm so confused... i like this person... but i can't... there's another... i'm way cuter... less to offer... out of my league... but maybe tonight... it could change everything... or it could change nothing...
met someone new today had a good time i've started eating more depression (not really) saturday is goign to be awesome lost my keys i was without a cell phone for 17 hours nearly died without it lots of hours at the lobster bartending is life ( Read more... )
i'm in paris... good god, why did i come back... life is very interesting... i don't know where i'll be living in a month... hopefully it will be where i'm planning... all i know is that...( Read more... )