Aubrey met up with a girl- sorry; a woman- sorry; a feminist. I'm a feminist. She was no feminist. She's confused. Aubrey was going to help set up a take the night back rally. Women; womyn go out and rally to show that they are no longer fearful of the dark. I was impressed. The leader failed to impress as she was confused as stated earlier. She is ( Read more... )

I am such a douche

Aubrey almost burned the building down. She's lucky I'm so quick with the fire extinguisher. My room smells of bad smoke.

My comfort situation hasn't changed very much, except that I'm temporarily staying at my parents house. I do this mostly because I don't want to get in trouble for having Joseph. The apartment management doesn't know about him and I'd rather they not find out while fixing our air conditioner. Also I felt terrible keeping him in that heat what with ( Read more... )

Aubrey's been gone for two weeks now and I find that when I'm alone I become a machine of a man. I'm awake at seven every morning and I work out almost immediately. Then I do sudoku puzzles, simple math exercises, and speed reading to keep my mind tactile. Then I practice guitar and study music theory. In my remaining time before school/work I play ( Read more... )

One of the guys at work, C.J., asked me to come hang out with his friends last night. Grab a bite; be awesome; all things in which I excel. Unfortunately I had to pick Joseph(dog) up from the dog sitter's... my parent's house; so I had to say, "no". I have to admit I was flabbergasted considering what a rare occasion it is for anyone to invite me ( Read more... )

A short blurb about my job ( Read more... )

I'm excited about future events! I'm getting very diligent about practicing my instruments; I have people who willing wish to spend time with me, you too Aubrey (you were just so busy); I'm slowly figuring my life out; general summer bemusement.

Positivity in action!

My parents return from France tonight!

I woke up this morning to explosions. This startled me until I realized I was in no immediate danger. An electrical meter box connected to an adjacent building was exploding in small bursts *FPHOOMP*. I quickly recalled sightings of wet garments - jeans, sweatshirts, and other apparel that dry poorly in automated drying machines - laying across the ( Read more... )

Aubrey called me a loser and I know she's right.

I don't care about my job anymore. It's a paycheck.

I've accepted my faults. I suppose I'll just do what I can.

My mom says she doesn't like reading my journal because it depresses her; she'd rather read Aubrey's.

I miss my mom.

I think it's over.

I've got homework to do.