why am i sooo unlucky i mean really why does it always have to happen to me this is soo annoying

im going to shoot myself

really i am going to go insane i wish i were like normal

but im not never willl be and arghhhhh yeahh this suckssss
spanish thing tomarro going to fail math test and i should go do bio hw

lifee sucksss yay

You know you're in love when all you can think about is that one special person and you can't stand to be away from them for more then one second. You miss then even though they're standing right next to you. You fall asleep thinking about them, and dream about them every night. you still love them

so right now is the first time since thursday that i feel like i have nothing to do its soo nice ok so lets see Thursday night was first night of ywcas and of corse i had to come swim the VERY improtant C relay o yeahh whoop whoop yeah i started off my insanity that dayy ahh yeah BANANAS! haha yall crack me up ( Read more... )

so im suprisingly happy right now for liek no reason at all whoopieee fun fun fun so lets see yeah i got sunburned yesterday at track and definatly have VERY cool tan lines scoreeeee and nothing intesting happend o some kid pooped in the pool and we couldnt swimm it was like the one day a year i actually wanted to swim too but o well so yeah ( Read more... )

so lets see the past two nights i havent gotten mcuh sleep friday we had a YW team movie thing at Sarahs which was great fun actually i love everyone even lil insane lee but yeah so then jessie bonnie and jackie and it was soo fun i loved stayin up and talking yall are my life haha jessie i love popcorn aww that was sweet! haha and dear bonnie the ( Read more... )

I dont think ill ever get over this ill just keep commin back and back to it like the pathetic person i am funny thing is it never really started so i guess it can never end no matter how hard i try its always back to this and i hate myself for it arghh im so dumb

ok soo its like friday and spring break is almost over this depresses me terribly but yeah so i went to NYC for a couple days last week it was so fun i did so much shoppign i basically haev my whole spring wardorbe now whoopiee and yes so tuesday jackie dear came over and met me at Brugerrs (how do u spell that) like the wonderful person she is and ( Read more... )

So ive rather neglected this journal this past week but its been so busy so ill start with my weeknd ( Read more... )

Ok so i havent updated in a long time but i dont really feel like talkin about school cuase i hate it but yeah Thursday was the first trrack meet it sucked it was like below freezingg and my breathing was off so high jumped suckedddd i didnt even do 4 4 it was horrid 400 was umm ok i died but it was ok for the first time ive run it in a year and ( Read more... )

so yeah its friday night and i have no life im supposed to go over to eloise's like now but her and mack havent called i feel so out of it like everyone has their own lil groups and theres no need for me to be a part of them sigh this is how i felt last weekend too half the time when im with people that i love forever i get the feelin their annoyed ( Read more... )