well today wasnt the greatest day. When I woke up today, my dad gave me some bad news. He told me my grandma was rushed to the hospital last night for throwing up blood. WHile the doctors examined her, they found about 6 tumors in her lungs. She has lung cancer. I was so upset. My dad and I both cried for about 20 minutes straight. I didn't know ( Read more... )

David, David, David. OH MY GOODNESS!! i had the best night ever. it is too much to explain. i just had the best time ever

well today was an ok day. I just hung out with my dad and I bought the Ashlee Simpson cd. It is really good. I am actually surprised. Yesterday was my first day back to work. I was gone for 2 weeks. Not by choice, but that is how I was scheduled. I worked 2-10 which is a great scedule, but I only work 3 days this week. that sucks big time. I need ( Read more... )

Well... Well.... well... Still waiting for the phone call. I know he won't call me. he is a liar. why does he do this to me? play games with me and mess with my mind and my feelings. I can't stand him anymore!

OH MY GOSH! I just talked to Andrew. I am so excited! He is recording with his band and they are going to be huge! I just know it. He is so talented and he will go so far. I love him so much and wish him nothing but the best with his life. I hope I can see him again really soon. I miss him so much. I love you Andrew, and I know you will be huge one

Hey. I am sad. I don't know why. I just don't feel loved anymore. I feel so alone. Since me and Andrew broke up, I have met some guys, but none that really mean anything. I need to feel special again. I don't feel anything. I want to feel beautiful again. I want someone to make me feel happy. Maybe just a guy friend who can give me some attention ( Read more... )

hey everyone, or whoever reads my journal. I just want to say that I love Valentines day, but not this year. I had an amazing one last year, but this year, I don't have a Valentine. It is depressing but I will get over it. I am going up to my moms for the weekend and I plan to have a great time. See some old friends and hopefully not see some other ( Read more... )

I hope everyone has a great holiday and i love you all!

Hey everyone! Happy Thanksgiving! I am going to have the best one. I am going to tommys moms house for dinner and then going back up to Lake Isabella with my mom and sisters! I am staying up there until Sunday night! I am so excited! I really miss them and I need to see them so bad. I hope everyone has a great day and weekend! I love you all!

Hey everyone who reads this or who cares! I have been doing great. I am so happy with how my life is going. I love my job, I love living with my dad and step mom, and I met a great guy. The reason I love my job is because I am getting promoted soon and it is just a fun place to be. I love living with my dad and step mom because they care about me ( Read more... )