I tend to receive these scenes in my head. I could say that I "create" or "make up" scenes, but its just genius using me as a portal. One such scene opens with me in a bar, accompanied by my two close friends: Josh and John; yes, their names can get mixed up, especially when we're drinking together. Add in our first initials and it's just a slur ( Read more... )

maybe I jinxed myself or maybe I just snapped out of it!  BOYS, as in males who have not reached the mindset of a "man," are stupid, and I don't want to be stupid by association!  So I think I need to dump a stupid boy, just dump him from my life. It would be easy because we don't see each other unless we plan to (especially now that I'm leaving ( Read more... )

so yesterday after work, I went for a drink with a co-worker. I was pretty stoked because he's older (27), but he's young at heart so I knew we'd have a fun time just talking about whatever! plus, he's a filmmaker.  we talked about Power Hour which he's been bringing up a lot recently. apparently he's made it into a more entertaining game by ( Read more... )

the other day at work, I don't know how it happened, but a few of us got to talking about shaving.  I admitted that I haven't shaved my legs for awhile. I don't even notice because with the cold weather, I don't even look at my legs! I'm always wearing pants.  One of my female co-workers was shocked.  She couldn't understand how my hairy legs didn' ( Read more... )

every other job I've held, started shifts with a zone-in, meaning a talk btwn supervisor and employee of what is happening that day in the business (such as promos and sales), goals, and hwo to execute plans.  I get none of that at my latest job, especially at my new store because it is always busy.  we (the staff) rarely sample the food (pantry or ( Read more... )

My supervisor to me: "My friend Anne, who comes in here a lot, says you make her drinks the best." :)    A tourist family that came in (they didn't order drinks, they just came up to me) while I was making drinks: "Can you tell us where to get the best cheese steak?" :P  Usually I would be bothered by people asking me questions that are not ( Read more... )

in a single journal, I have recorded the period in which I knew Tony from the time we met until... 2011? I gave this journal to a friend for safe keeping, or rather, to keep away from me. that was a weird time of my life and i felt that those entries had some bad energy! best kept far away while still within reach for later research.  well, that ( Read more... )

Halloween just passed and Thanksgiving is fast approaching!  And I am single.  I'm not bitter about it. I will be spending Black Friday with friends, including some far away friends!  I haven't thought about Christmas, as in what my family is doing for the holiday; I already have about 75% of my shopping done.  And if I am still at Starbucks by the ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel a lurch in your stomach? Is that the word I'm thinking of? It's like a clenching feeling, you stomach dropping ( Read more... )

I've begun a memior of my male encounters. I had intended to complete it before I left Jersey for PA, and to leave it on the doorstep of the last major guy in my life; he's been major for the past 5 years. the fact that he's indefinitely gone makes me think of what i'd do if i ever saw him again. would i be uncontrollable angry, embarrassingly sad ( Read more... )