like i start college in December and i cant wait cause i am going into csi and i am going to love it. well i hope anyways. the girls are like getting very big and katie is in school now and autumn will be next year then i will really feel old.. being 24 is like the most sucky age you can be at and then you are like suppost to be in the prime of ( Read more... )

i finally got me a myspace page. yay go me. i really dont know to much about it yet but i have it. its cool though cause some of my friends from school are on it. i love the idea of getting to talk to them again. well if you need me i will be on there more so i go by holly if yall want to look me up on it. well i will more than likely be the only ( Read more... )

well things are going somewhat better.. i cant say much more than that..

i so do not like watching other ppls kids and not getting paid for it. i am so sick of having two brats!!! pawned off on me. i am just so sick of it. i have my own kids to watch. blah. i have got to get out of this place. its driving me crazy... erg!

well i miss all my old friends and would love to get in touch with them. i have not heard from anyone in forever. i have got so much to tell everyone about. even mitch.. hmm.. i wounder how my brother is doing out there. i have not talked to him in like a year or two. i cant even imagine how much he has changed. i have a whole lot. but i am still ( Read more... )

oh my god....

well i am on my way up again i guess. not really sure. i have had my days of being up and my days of being down.. i like it though that i can see everyone around me in a new light cause i feel like i live in a drama now. i just ignore most of it though. my life with jason is still good we have been together for 4 years now. and are still happy. he ( Read more... )

i just want out. i am so sick of it. i can not stand being married. i am going tomorrow and getting the papers so i can get out of this. i am sick of being told that i am fat and ugly and all that other shit that goes along with it. i have never once cheated on him and yet i still get called a whore. fuck that. i will not do it anymore. i can do so ( Read more... )

it has been a long time. i have been so busy that i have not been on line in forever.
things are going good all except loosing the baby. i was 3 months.well i gotta go.

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