Somethings just never happen...

Jan 12, 2005 20:28

I just want to fucking kill myself. I really hate this world. I just want to be with God forever. Of course I got angry today and my sister of course started mocking me. Which I tried to explain to her pisses me off even more which causes me to throw things and swear. So, then she started laughing and that got me even more fired up. So I ( Read more... )

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anonymous January 13 2005, 02:45:34 UTC
GOD ASHLEY NO!!!!!! Don't fuck with your wrist. I don't know if I told you, but I used to cut myself all the time and the only person I told was Melissa. She knew all about it. She knew all my suicide attempts. EVERYTHING! It was a time in my life that I never want to remember. Please don't make the same mistakes I did. To many people, especially me, care about you. I couldn't imagine losing a friend like you. Please stay strong and I you ever need someone to talk to, I'm always here. Love U's Ash-a-muh-lee!

COOKIE

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crazyfreak89 January 13 2005, 03:00:37 UTC
Ashley!! Sweetie...I love you!! Dont do anything stupid like that. WE ALL need you here!! I know what ur going through though I just posted about stuff like that a couple of days ago. But seriously sweetie, dont do anything that would make ur friends upset. We love you!! And thats all that matters.!!!!!

<333333333333333333 I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!

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mindless_chimp January 13 2005, 17:58:44 UTC
and therein lies the illogical thinking of the content of your post. You want to be with god forever, you want to kill yourself..yet suicide is a sin, a one way ticket to hell. so in doing so, you'd not be with god.

or so the christians want us to believe.

but remember this. you can't have believe with out LIE

or something like that..I dunno. I am really sleepy

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Never ever! niunias05 January 13 2005, 23:00:50 UTC
Hop, don't you ever think that you're not amazing! You mean the world to more people than you can possibly imagine! Selfishly, I would be crushed if you ever got hurt. You make me, and everyone else, so much happier just by letting us be around you. Imagine what I would be like if you weren't my best friend!! Hop, you are the best friend I have ever had. I know that family can be hard sometimes, but maybe they don't realize how much things frustrate you. Don't forget that you never have just one option, and never let any of your options be that one. Look at all the posts you already got! And that's just the people that go online, what about the people whose lives you touch everyday? Many of them would be more than willing to do anything they possibly can to make you feel better, myself included. If you ever feel like that again, just pick up your phone, and pick a name - we're all here for you. I'm here for you.
I love you.

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