July 17

There are two habits that, like tumors, can slowly eat you away from the inside. They are twins, and their names are competing and comparing.

Yes!!! Band camp is tomorrow!!!

Why do things have to confuse me so much? Why do I think like I do? How am I supposed to know if something is right or wrong? Who should I believe? Who do I go to for answers? Am I supposed to be looking for answers from someone? Am I supposed to find my answers from another source other than a person? Am I supposed to find the answers in myself? ( Read more... )

It was so wonderful waking up to Hollaback Girl and realizing...

I'M HOME!!!

I just wanted to say good night and goodbye. I"ll be in L.A. for a while. I'll miss everyone.

All of my love...

~smile~

I had fun. I hope they did. They're just so special to me, and sometimes it seems like I don't do enough for them. I don't know what to do, but then again I don't think I try really. Things cross my mind, but I never get around to it. I should take the initiative to make them happy. They're my friends, my best friends. I should do more for the ( Read more... )

I'm tired of having to take the time to update. I'm always in a blah mood.

And I want my cds!

I had fun today, I guess. I went to see War of the Worlds. Good movie. I dunno. I just felt weird. Maybe it's because of what I'm about to do. I dunno.

A big snort to Corey, Jared, and Crissy!

It's hard composing music when you don't know what instruments to put in your song or how you want it to sound. I mean I make up stuff all the time, but ( Read more... )

Jack Johnson rocks, and I'm so buying his cd!

I want my sweet tea sooo bad. I'm like having a loss of sugar or something. I need that tea. Or maybe I could just have a Dr. Pepper ya know, like if I had one! Gah... I'm like dying here.

I love music... it just speaks my story about life. I still wanna do something special with music. I don't know ( Read more... )

I was starving, but now I'm good. I just ate a plum.

Chelsea, I miss you. I have to see you. I can't go like this without being able to talk to you. And I really need your help because I don't know what to do. I'm so dang confused!

And I really miss Luke. I want him to call me or something. I called him to let him know that I was listening to ( Read more... )