With a seemingly timeless void, I feel I dwell on things more than I should when they become present after so long. For this reason, with so little history but an established connection and fair odds, my head has come up with this. Here it is ( Read more... )

So a brief update. First, this doesn't mean anything, as it doesn't imply anything current, but she had mentioned like a week or two ago she moved out of her bf's house , and then even more recently, while talkin' about snow skiing, she mentioned her ex grew up in Colorado and mtns and whatever. I can't guarantee that she's single off that, but hey ( Read more... )

So she's been tryin' to quit smoking. Went from a pack and half to as of now 5 cigarettes a day. Thanks Collin. The In Flames made it all possible ( Read more... )

So as it turns out.... MAN THAT SUCKS.... she has a bf. Is there ever a time when this isn't the case?? EVER? I don't think so. I smell a poem... and I think the title will be the first line. I like it already. Eloquence, the only thing to bring out positive aspects in otherwise searingly painful situations.

Okay, well where to start, and does it even matter? Well, yeah it does actually. Girls. Hah. One chick in my psychology and sociology class I'm quite into, and it seems somewhat mutual. Haven't had enough time to digest whether this is an accurate description though, only a few weeks into school. But here are the possible negative sides, as there ( Read more... )

I plan on updating in a little while. Who knows when. Maybe within a week, or within the week. That's still soon to me, considering the last time I posted was about 3 months ago or better, seems like. But just thought I'd drop a line and say hi to everyone. I'll give you my update later. Nothin' of extraordinary importance. Just the normal for me. ( Read more... )

Got nothin' to say. I'm just bored really. Don't remember the last time I was bored w/o hope of what to do. Kinda sucks. I'll be downloading some music videos shortly before I go to sleep. Sleep makes everything better. Once I went 9 and a half days w/o any sleep at all. So that's not entirely true. Yeah, in fact the 9 is a 1 or something. Whatever ( Read more... )

I can't imagine life w/o music. It's always been there for me, even when I didn't know what music was. I started really young listening to rap/rock and lightrock, and evolved to oldies, then to alternative again and hard rock, and now I think I've reached my final stage. I've added classical to the ecclectic background of genres, but the crowning ( Read more... )

Man, many people have impacted my life and inspired me to reach for the stars, but it takes a genius, I mean a GENIUS for me really to tip my hats off to someone. Well, the other day, that genius presented his/herself w/ a phrase of passion and eloquence, nobility, and most of all, love. I hold that person very dear to my heart, as the genius so ( Read more... )

So I hung out w/ Renee the other day, and even though I don't know if I'll ever get the chance to hook up w/ her, she gave me a good deal of confidence and hope and just alleviated some pressure from the wait. Now I'm fully reassured that once the wait is finally over, I'll have found my elysium. Additionally, went to a bunch of graduation parties ( Read more... )