[multichapter] I want to turn around, but I can't come back! (1/?)
Title: I want to turn around but I can't come back ~ Chapter 1
Pairing: Ryoda, Junda (for later chapters)
Raiting: NC-17
Genre: romance, angst, fluff(?)
Beta: lovely kat_h_chan xD
Summary: Tatsuya loves Ryo, Ryo wants sex.
Disclaimer: I don't own them!
A/N: The idea came up one day...I don't know where it will lead to!
“Ahhhh! “ Tatsuya moaned, as Ryo licked over his nipple. He lifted his hands up and entangled his hands into the latter's raven black hair. Ryo moved down to Tatsuya's hips, licking a wet path down the smooth skin of Tatsuya's belly. He licked Tatsuya's erection and then reached over to the bedside table and grabbed the lube from there. He uncapped the bottle and out an amount of the slick substance on his fingers.
“Turn around!” he commanded. “I don't want to see your face!”
Tatsuya looked at him, shocked but somehow this shouldn't be too unexpected for him. He slowly turned around and thought that maybe what he was doing was a really big mistake!
Flashback
“Tatsuya, don't go with him!” Taguchi begged.
“Please Tatsuya!” Kame joined in. Ryo was waiting for Tatsuya outside the club they were in, more or less drunk and it was more than clear, that what he wanted from Tatsuya now was sex and nothing else.
Kame grabbed Tatsuya's arm.
“We all know perfectly well, that Ryo doesn't really care with whom he's having sex! It doesn't mean anything to him at all! All he will do is hurt you Tat-chan!”
Tatsuya freed his arm from the strong grip.
“I-I know...but I can't! I want to go with him! Even if it's only for tonight!”
He quickly turned around and ran to meet Ryo, leaving his desperate band mates behind.
End of flashback
Tatsuya shuddered involuntary as Ryo shoved one finger roughly inside him. Yeah he had known it before, Ryo was well known for not caring about with whom he had sex as long as he had sex with somebody! It was bad luck for Tatsuya to fall in love with that man, but no matter what he did, he just couldn't resist him. He yelped in pain, as he felt himself being stretched by three fingers, but soon the pain turned into sweet pleasure. Ryo had been rough to him all the time, but somehow it was okay for Tatsuya. At least he could make Ryo want to have him. He moaned as Ryo's fingers hit his prostate repeatedly. This was what made Ryo pull them out and replace them with his cock. He thrusted in fast, hitting Tatsuya's spot once again. The both of them groaned, and Ryo set up a fast rhythm. Tatsuya couldn't hold back anymore and reached underneath him and stroked his own cock in time with Ryo's thrusts.
“Haaaah!” he moaned, as he came some few thrusts later. His clamping walls sent Ryo over the edge in an instant and he came inside Tatsuya. Tatsuya fell down exhausted as soon as Ryo had pulled out. The last thing he heard before he fell asleep was Ryo searching for his clothes.
*
When Tatsuya woke up the next morning he felt his hands and stomach being all sticky and he remembered all that had happened the night before. He stood up on wobbly legs and felt the pain running up his spine. He hissed slightly. In the entire apartment he couldn't find any clue that would have proved that Ryo had been here the night before. Tatsuya felt an arching pain and sadness inside his chest. Of course he had never believed that Ryo would stay with him, but ow, that he definitively knew that he meant absolutely nothing to Ryo he couldn't keep his heart from breaking into a thousands of pieces. Not so nice to know that the man you love with all your heart sees you as a simple sex object. He felt his eyes going watery, but he had to be ready for work, so he gulped down all the sobs forming in his throat and went showering to get rid of the last evidences of last night.
*
He entered the jimusho building slowly. He was much too late and hoped that he won't meet Ryo that early. He knew that he had been an easy win for Ryo and in a way he was so ashamed about that. Ryo must think that he was a complete slut. Tatsuya was sure that he had never gotten anybody into bed as easily as him. He hung his head down, not to let anybody see his wet eyes. Suddenly he heard somebody coming up the corridor he was walking along. He quickly rubbed his eyes and looked up. A second later he wished that he hadn't done it. It was Ryo. He walked past him, not even noticing him. But when he was nearly away he threw a quick, contemptuous glance on Tatsuya. Tatsuya's eyes widened in shock, and one second later he finally began to cry while running towards the KAT-TUN dressing room, trying to hide from Ryo and the rest of the world.
He was still crying and sobbing when Taguchi and Nakamaru entered the dressing room.
“Uepi!” Taguchi screamed and the two ran over to him to pull him into a tight embrace.
“What's going on with you Tatsuya?” Nakamaru asked him.
“He-he hates me!” Tatsuya sobbed out.
Taguchi and Nakamaru looked at each other. They knew what has happened to Tatsuya and though they could predict something like that to happen they felt so sorry for their friend. They sat beside him silently. Hugging him and trying to calm the small figure down.
They still sat there like that when Kame and Koki came in.
“What's going on here?” Kame asked, concerned about Tatsuya.
“It's about Nishikido...!” Taguchi answered while Tatsuya was sobbing against his chest.
Kame came over and slowly stroked over Tatsuya's smooth hair.
“Shhh don't cry Tatsuya!” he said. “That stupid prick doesn't deserve these tears!”
Tatsuya looked up.
“Yes he does! I love him!”
*
To be continued...
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Hello!
I hope all of you enjoyed the first chapter, ne?
Well, today I've been to a concert! It was so great! It's a Belgian singer called Milow! I adore him so much! Please check out his music below, okay?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JBTh0Kmx6II
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mGDKp2Qsf1Y
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