Long lecture
Title: Long lecture
Pairing: Ryoda
Genre: Romance, fluff, smut
Raiting: NC-17
Beta: kat_h_chan <33333
Summary: Ryo is Ueda's student
A/N: Well...it's long...^^ I promise to update my multichapter next!
I will never forget the first time I saw him. It was my first lecture in the new term and I wasn't that motivated to come back to university after a long semester break. How should I have known what was waiting for me? I was sitting in the lecture auditorium in one of the last rows of course! I've always hated people who sat in the front rows, just to brown-nose the professors. Jin was sitting beside me and when I saw HIM I was close to dragging him into the front row just to be closer to my new prof... When he walked in, I could see all the girls follow him with their eyes, not missing any of his movements. And I could see some guys do the same! (And normally I was one of the very few guys who swing that way!) But he was special, really! He wasn't tall or looking very manly to be honest. His copper locks were falling into his big brown eyes and his lips...they were more than sinful! He had a slim figure and I couldn't help but stare at him.
“Ryo...earth to Ryo!” Jin whispered into my ears. “Stop trying to grab him with your eyes or you will fall down on the poor girl in front of you!” he laughed.
I glared at him. He knew that that young professor was exactly my type and he always teased me because I kinda like the girly type. But soon Jin was convinced that this professor was nothing to make fun of. The way he wrote and said his name (Ueda Tatsuya...it sounded like music to me!) and how he had the whole bunch of more than 300 students under his control in a mere of minutes. This guy was really cool! He was serious in teaching us history from the very beginning. His seminar was about Herodot and not everybody in there was happy about the theme, but from this first lecture on we knew he was good and he'd make it a good semester for us. That was how he ended up being admired by the girls and respected by the boys (even by Jin which is close to being impossible!) in a one and a half hours lecture.
When the lecture was over all girls gathered around Ueda and you can imagine how annoying this was for me. I mean I was admiring him and those girls thought that they had won only because they were girls!
“Seems like you have hard concurrence this time!” Jin said and grinned at me. “But remember that he's your prof and everything. This won't be good.” he looked at me with concern and I nodded and smiled at him. “Jin, I don't even know if there will ever be something in between us!”
Jin grinned widely. “Shall we bet about it?” And if I've ever learned something in my life it's to never make a bet with Jin!
*
Of course I wanted to get to know that guy. I mean he seemed to be nice and damn cool, was looking like an angel and furthermore he was standing only about 3 meters away from me! So I approached the girls around him, pushing them aside little by little, ignoring their cries of insurrection and finally I was standing in front of Ueda-sensei. He looked at me and I thought I saw a slight relief in his eyes that there weren't only girls who wanted to talk to him. When I was standing there I realized that I didn't really have an idea about what I wanted to say to him. So I just talked like I always do.
“Ueda-sensei, can we have lunch together?” I asked him, I know this was blunt, but he didn't mind.
“Sure, it's Nishikido-kun, right?” he said and smiled. “Sorry, girls I have to go. You can always come to my bureau if you have questions about the seminar.”
He got out of the crowd and we walked to the cafeteria. I noticed that he really wasn't tall - about the same height as me (And I have to admit, I'm pretty small for a guy. But don't tell anybody!).
“Thank you for getting me away from them!” he said suddenly. “Sometimes the girls are a bit adamant.” And again the bright smile. I really felt like melting and wondered if this guy was perfect or something.
We had lunch together and I was listening to everything he said, because he was talking a lot about himself. Okay I admit that I was asking him about everything and so I found out that he was living alone and not that far from my own apartment. Yeah that lunch was for sure a success.
*
Later that day I was sitting in a bar together with Jin and my other best friend, a guy called Yamapi (don't ask me how he got that nickname, I hate to tell that story!).
“Well...” Yamapi said. “I heard that new professor of yours is quite cool? He already seems to be very popular already.”
“True!” Jin said and grinned. “Ryo-chan here has already fallen for him!”
I felt a hard blush creeping up my cheeks. “Jin, stop talking nonsense!” I said, but I guess that it didn't sound convincing, because both of my friends were just laughing at me.
“Ryo, you're a bit too obvious for your best friends, you know?” I wondered if Jin's grin could possibly get wider anymore.
“Okay, okay.” I mumbled. “He really looks good! I mean look how the girls stare at him!”
“You sound already jealous!” Yamapi laughed wholeheartedly. At least my friends seemed to have fun today. In the end I laughed with them though I never really stopped to think about Ueda at all.
*
The next day I went to Ueda-sensei's bureau after the lecture. We got an assignment to write and I had a question about the themes. Of course there was an endless row of girls in front of the door and I thought that I could easily become a granddad over waiting.
After what doesn't seemed like hours but were hours, I was finally inside Ueda's room and was sitting down on a chair. He looked still great, but a little bit tired and that look made him more manly and adult looking. I couldn't do anything but look at him and his wonderful face and I wondered how his lips would feel on my own. Really these lips were like a crime. They were seducing me when he was only speaking! I was going crazy while looking at them. But in a way I managed to listen what he was saying and we figured out a pretty good theme for my assignment.
“I hope I could help you!” Ueda said when we had finally finished.
“Sure!” I said and smiled at him. I got up from my chair. I just wanted to say good bye and I really don't know why I did it, but I leaned forward and placed my lips onto his. They were so soft and tender and tasted like sweets. I swiftly licked over his bottom lip, pressed them together once more and finally pulled away.
He looked at me with big round eyes, all innocent and maybe shocked. I couldn't believe that this cool guy could look this cute. He opened his mouth to say something, but I leaned down again and whispered a good bye in his ear, turned around and left the room. From the corner of my eye I saw him sitting there, still with the shocked expression on his face and his fingertips touching his lips, doubting if there ever had been a kiss at all.
When I was back outside I face palmed myself and wondered why on earth I had just kissed him! Okay, he was tempting and I was totally falling for him, but I was sure that he wasn't used to be kissed by men. Maybe he was completely straight? Well I decided that if he was, he just didn't know yet that he could love men, too. I had started it and I would do everything to make him mine!
*
I didn't see him the next few days. My other subject, politics, absorbed my time and it's not like I had history lectures every day. Plus, there was still this assignment I had to write and of course I wanted to make it extra well! Okay, now I tried to completely brown-nose Ueda, too, but since I don't to that often but only for him I decided that it was totally okay this time (Okay, it IS a flimsy excuse but I was in love!). One of these days when I was more or less only working and running around to prepare my work I met Pi and Jin in a bar. It was already midnight, but they had pressed me to come.
“I've met Ueda-sensei today.” Jin said and my ears peeked up. “He seemed to be a bit confused and I heard him lowly mumble your name. What did you do with him?”
“Uhm...” I felt uneasy and shifted on chair. “Nothing much.”
Jin looked at me. “It didn't sound like nothing. He seemed to be pretty bothered.”
“Well, really, I just kissed him!” I said finally.
“WHAT??” my friends screamed in unison and stared at me.
“You kissed your prof that you know like about a week now?” Pi shook his head in disbelief. “Have you gone crazy or something?” Of course Jin didn't miss to nod at every word Pi said.
“It's his fault, not mine...” I said lowly.
“Huh? You mean he kissed YOU?” Jin's eyes seemed to pop out of his head any second.
“Noooo...I mean it's not my fault that he looks so tempting!” I pouted.
Now it was their turn to laugh their asses off.
“Of course, Ryo, that totally gives you a great reason to just kiss him like that...!” Pi said and patted my head. “I hope he was confused because he likes you, too!”
*
Some days later I was about to go home from university. I had noticed that I really missed Ueda when I didn't see him. My mood was really bad because I wanted to see him more often. I cursed myself for taking politics as my main subject, not history. Oh and my mood was like hell when I came out of the university building and it was heavily raining. I didn't bring an umbrella with me, I never do that. (Guys with umbrellas are NOT cool!) So I just stepped out into the rain, cursing non-stop when I heard a car beside me. I looked up and guess who was inside there? Ueda! He scrolled down the car's window and looked at me.
“Wow, you know some pretty harsh words!” he said. “You know it's not the rain's fault that you didn't bring an umbrella.”
I just stood there, getting wetter and wetter. I was dumbfounded. He looked so cool. I can't say how handsome he was in that moment and how he looked at me with this fucking mocking expression on his face. I couldn't help but fall in love with him even more!
“Are you coming or did you froze where you're standing?” he was mocking me again. “Get in here or you will catch a cold.”
Wait! What? He just offered me to get into his car? It needed a lot of time before this really got into my brain so I just continued standing there.
“Come on Nishikido! I'm gonna drive you home!” He said, slightly impatient.
Okay then finally I opened the car's door and sat down beside him. I was dripping wet and the car's seat got wet in a second.
“Uhm...Ueda-san, is this really okay?” I asked him.
“Sure, tell me where you live, I'll drive you home.” he said.
I told him my address and he started driving. He was so concentrated. He drove save but fast at the same time. I had to guide him the last few minutes because he wasn't that familiar with that part of Tokyo.
“Oh this is where you live?” he said as I told him to stop in front of my home. “My home isn't that far from here, just a few blocks.”
I looked at him and wondered why he told me that. I guess he just realized what he had said and blushed at it.
“Uhm...well, now go in, it's late and you have to be fit tomorrow!”
I chuckled at his cuteness. I smiled brightly at him and pressed my lips on his for a second. Again it was his oh so cute shocked expression. I grinned and pulled away from him.
“Thanks for bringing me home, Sensei!” I whispered and got out of the car to run inside the apartment building. When I reached my apartment I looked out of the window. His car was still standing there and I imagined how he was touching his lips, again all confused and shocked. I smiled to myself and couldn't wait to see him again.
*
The next day, I had a pretty hard time in the history lecture. I really wanted to do nothing else but admire my hot and handsome sensei but how could I with that annoying guy called Jin beside me? He was non-stop telling me things like:
“Don't stare at him all the time or the girls might kill you!”
Seriously he's so annoying sometimes! I was really happy when I finally escaped him. I needed to be alone, so I walked around the university building until I came by the gym. You know it has big windows so that you can look inside there. In front of these windows a big bunch of girls had gathered and all of them were staring inside. I was curious what was so amazing in there so I got myself to the windows, too, pushing a few of the girls away. (Okay, I'm mean, but not that often, really!) But when I looked through the window they could have pushed me away quite easily, because I felt like all of my strength had left my body in an instant. Have you ever seen Ueda Tatsuya half naked, sweating, with a cute pony tail and doing boxing? If not you've definitively missed something! He looked so...damn hot doing his exercises! I felt how I fit in the mass of girls drooling in front of the window. Even though they were giving me totally strange looks. But how he moved. How he panted. It was too much! And I have an advantage compared to all the girls. I can go into the men's changing room! And of course I did that after Ueda finished the exercises. I mean who wouldn't want to see him changing? So I went to the changing room and waited there for him. (Maybe I was stalking him a bit, but I love him, really!)
I was close to fainting when he came in. He didn't notice me at first and so I could watch him coming in, panting hard from his training. His well-defined abs where moving when he was breathing and the sweat was glistering on his skin. He looked so hot! I was leaning to the door frame to not fall down because of my all wobbly legs! Suddenly he looked up at me.
“Nishikido? What are you doing here?” he asked me with wide eyes.
“I'm watching you!” I said. “Am I not allowed to do so?”
“N-no...why should you watch me?” he spluttered, obviously confused.
“Why not? All the girls out there are watching you, too.”
“But they are girls, that's normal! You are a man!” he said slowly.
Okay, things like that really make me angry. Why do people always think that only girls are allowed to drool after men? That's unfair!
I stepped closer to him.
“So what? Maybe I'm not normal, but I do that! And I tell you that you soon won't think it's abnormal anymore but you’ll want me to watch you!” I yelled angrily and left him standing there dumbfounded. Really, he was dimwitted. Okay, maybe I was a bit bluntly but I couldn't help it!
*
The next day Pi and Jin pressed me to work with them in the library after all lectures were over. Well Pi was working while Jin was flirting with any more or less good looking girl around. It's always the same with him. Always after the girls! So I did some work with Pi, and he was indeed a big help because he's really good at writing and helped me a lot with my assignment. It was pretty late when I said good bye and I wanted to go home. But when I was walking through the university's corridors I saw Ueda again, carrying a big carton filled with books with him. I know he's strong, but he really looked as if he would break down in a minute. And, hey, I'm a gentleman so I tried to help him.
“Can I help you sensei?” I asked him.
“Oh Nishikido! Thank you that would be nice!”
He shoved me the carton in my hands and now I really felt like breaking down.
“Wait a second, okay? I have some more books in my bureau.” With that he turned around and left me. I couldn't help but wonder if he always treated people who wanted to help him like that. I mean the books were REALLY heavy. Luckily he was back soon and we went to his car.
“I have all those books put into my bureau until my apartment's furniture was finished and now I need to bring all of them into my apartment. I'm sorry to bother you with that!” he said and smiled shyly.
“That's okay!” I said and smiled, too. At least I tried, because the books were REALLY heavy!!!
You can't imagine how happy I was when we reached the car. We out all of the books in there and he was about to drive away.
“Uhm...sensei?” I asked, suddenly feeling shy.
“What is it, Nishikido?” he answered.
“Well...I mean you need to bring the books from the car to your apartment, right? I could help you with that, too!”
He chuckled at me. “Okay then. Get in!”
We drove to his apartment in silence. It wasn't far from my own indeed. When we arrived there my hands were all sweaty because I was so nervous sitting beside him.
We quickly carried the books inside. Luckily the building had an elevator! We took off our shoes and I looked all around his apartment. It was so neat and clean. I envied him.
“Thank you Nishikido-kun!” he said as I put down the books. “I still need to put all of them in the book shelf, but it's late already. Shall I drive you home first?”
“Oh, it's okay!” I said quickly. “I can help you with that, I want to finish helping you with the books!”
He gave me a strange look, but since I really wanted to he agreed. (Yes, I only wanted to stay with him!) It took a lot of time to get the books ready and it was really late when we finished it. But I was happy because I had never before spent this much time with him alone.
“Okay, thanks for your help!” Ueda said when we had tidied up everything. He took a glance at his watch.
“Oh my, it's already past midnight! I'm so sorry for taking so much of your time!!” he screamed. Oh my god he was so cute!
“That's okay!” I smiled at him.
“Really? Well...uh...if you don't want to go home this late you can sleep on my couch if you want...” he said slowly.
My ears peeked up. He just asked me to sleep here??? Did he decide to make my dreams come true??
“O-okay...” I stuttered.
About half an hour later I was lying on his couch with a pillow and a blanket. But really how could I sleep now? I mean his bedroom door was only a few meters away from me and I couldn't stop imagining him sleeping peacefully (and some not so innocent things). I don't know how long I was lying there, totally awake, but suddenly his bedroom door opened and I quickly pretended to be asleep.
“Ni-Nishikido..?” I heard him whisper.
I opened my eyes and looked at him from the darkness of the room. He looked so adorable! His pajamas were quite big for him and his feet were completely covered by the trousers. His sleeves were much too, long, too and I saw him knead the ends in his fingers nervously. And then his tousled bed hair...I fell even more in love with him at the view.
“W-what is it, sensei?” I said, pretending to be sleepy.
He jumped. I guess he didn't expect me to wake up or already be awake.
“Oh....I...I...can I ask you something?” He blushed so hard when he said that. Really you would never expect a cool guy like him to look this cute when blushing! I was totally melting for him.
“Yes sure!” I said and tried to suppress the shivers that ran through my whole body.
“Can I...I mean sleep here with you?” he tried hard to not look at me.
I thought I had heard wrong. What the hell?
“Uhm...why do you want that?”
“Well...I shouldn't tell you things like that...but...I feel so lonely when I sleep here in this apartment alone...and...yeah....”
Okay, there was no way I could resist anything as cute as this any second longer. I took some deep breaths and tried hard to act all cool.
“Hm, sure, but shouldn't we move to your bed then? This couch is kinda small for two.” I said smiling.
He nodded and turned around to go back into his room. I quickly stood up and followed him, but he stood in the door frame, not moving an inch.
“Come on! I wanna sleep!” I whispered into his ear, but he just shuddered and blushed even more. I noticed how embarrassed he was...so cute! I pushed him a bit and went over to his big bed. The bedroom was neat and clean, just like the rest of the apartment. I let myself fall down onto the bed and waved playfully at him.
“Come here!”
He hesitantly walked some steps closer to the bed, but stopped in front of me. He looked at me worrying and yeah I ran out of patience. I grabbed his arms and pulled him down on the bed roughly. He shrieked loudly (and totally girly....) as he fell down on top of me.
“Nishikido!!!!” he screamed as his face was only inches away from mine and I had still grabbed his wrists.
I pecked him lips lovingly.
“It's Ryo, okay?”
“R-Ryo?” he said and looked at me questioningly.
I chuckled and pulled him beside me.
“Sleep now, okay? I'm here.”
Seconds later the both of us had been fallen asleep.
*
When I woke up the next morning Tatsuya (I just decided to call him Tatsuya, because I allowed him to call me Ryo, too...*cough*) was nowhere to be seen. I sighed and got up from the bed. I assumed that he had to work early and left for that reason. So I quickly got dressed myself and got ready for university. I was in a super high mood. I was so happy. Not even Jin could ruin my mood that morning. I chatted happily with him and told him about the evening before. He smiled and was happy for me, too. On the corridor we met Tatsuya. I smiled at him brightly, but he looked away. I looked after him, confused.
“What was that?” Jin asked me.
“I don't know...!” I said and felt really down out of a sudden. And it wasn't all. During the lecture Tatsuya ignored me again, no matter how much I showed up and wanted to ask something. It was depressing. I wondered what I had done wrong. I was sad about his behavior. So I decided to go and talk to him. I mean he didn't even look at me! It was heartbreaking. I don't cry easily, but his behavior let my eyes get wet so easily and I wondered my I felt so much for him even thought I knew him only such a short time.
It took ages as always to get to talk to him, because his room was invested by girls. It annoyed me so much. I was constantly changing from being sad to being angry and back. Finally I got in there. But as expected he turned and looked away as soon as he recognized me.
Part 2
Pairing: Ryoda
Genre: Romance, fluff, smut
Raiting: NC-17
Beta: kat_h_chan <33333
Summary: Ryo is Ueda's student
A/N: Well...it's long...^^ I promise to update my multichapter next!
I will never forget the first time I saw him. It was my first lecture in the new term and I wasn't that motivated to come back to university after a long semester break. How should I have known what was waiting for me? I was sitting in the lecture auditorium in one of the last rows of course! I've always hated people who sat in the front rows, just to brown-nose the professors. Jin was sitting beside me and when I saw HIM I was close to dragging him into the front row just to be closer to my new prof... When he walked in, I could see all the girls follow him with their eyes, not missing any of his movements. And I could see some guys do the same! (And normally I was one of the very few guys who swing that way!) But he was special, really! He wasn't tall or looking very manly to be honest. His copper locks were falling into his big brown eyes and his lips...they were more than sinful! He had a slim figure and I couldn't help but stare at him.
“Ryo...earth to Ryo!” Jin whispered into my ears. “Stop trying to grab him with your eyes or you will fall down on the poor girl in front of you!” he laughed.
I glared at him. He knew that that young professor was exactly my type and he always teased me because I kinda like the girly type. But soon Jin was convinced that this professor was nothing to make fun of. The way he wrote and said his name (Ueda Tatsuya...it sounded like music to me!) and how he had the whole bunch of more than 300 students under his control in a mere of minutes. This guy was really cool! He was serious in teaching us history from the very beginning. His seminar was about Herodot and not everybody in there was happy about the theme, but from this first lecture on we knew he was good and he'd make it a good semester for us. That was how he ended up being admired by the girls and respected by the boys (even by Jin which is close to being impossible!) in a one and a half hours lecture.
When the lecture was over all girls gathered around Ueda and you can imagine how annoying this was for me. I mean I was admiring him and those girls thought that they had won only because they were girls!
“Seems like you have hard concurrence this time!” Jin said and grinned at me. “But remember that he's your prof and everything. This won't be good.” he looked at me with concern and I nodded and smiled at him. “Jin, I don't even know if there will ever be something in between us!”
Jin grinned widely. “Shall we bet about it?” And if I've ever learned something in my life it's to never make a bet with Jin!
*
Of course I wanted to get to know that guy. I mean he seemed to be nice and damn cool, was looking like an angel and furthermore he was standing only about 3 meters away from me! So I approached the girls around him, pushing them aside little by little, ignoring their cries of insurrection and finally I was standing in front of Ueda-sensei. He looked at me and I thought I saw a slight relief in his eyes that there weren't only girls who wanted to talk to him. When I was standing there I realized that I didn't really have an idea about what I wanted to say to him. So I just talked like I always do.
“Ueda-sensei, can we have lunch together?” I asked him, I know this was blunt, but he didn't mind.
“Sure, it's Nishikido-kun, right?” he said and smiled. “Sorry, girls I have to go. You can always come to my bureau if you have questions about the seminar.”
He got out of the crowd and we walked to the cafeteria. I noticed that he really wasn't tall - about the same height as me (And I have to admit, I'm pretty small for a guy. But don't tell anybody!).
“Thank you for getting me away from them!” he said suddenly. “Sometimes the girls are a bit adamant.” And again the bright smile. I really felt like melting and wondered if this guy was perfect or something.
We had lunch together and I was listening to everything he said, because he was talking a lot about himself. Okay I admit that I was asking him about everything and so I found out that he was living alone and not that far from my own apartment. Yeah that lunch was for sure a success.
*
Later that day I was sitting in a bar together with Jin and my other best friend, a guy called Yamapi (don't ask me how he got that nickname, I hate to tell that story!).
“Well...” Yamapi said. “I heard that new professor of yours is quite cool? He already seems to be very popular already.”
“True!” Jin said and grinned. “Ryo-chan here has already fallen for him!”
I felt a hard blush creeping up my cheeks. “Jin, stop talking nonsense!” I said, but I guess that it didn't sound convincing, because both of my friends were just laughing at me.
“Ryo, you're a bit too obvious for your best friends, you know?” I wondered if Jin's grin could possibly get wider anymore.
“Okay, okay.” I mumbled. “He really looks good! I mean look how the girls stare at him!”
“You sound already jealous!” Yamapi laughed wholeheartedly. At least my friends seemed to have fun today. In the end I laughed with them though I never really stopped to think about Ueda at all.
*
The next day I went to Ueda-sensei's bureau after the lecture. We got an assignment to write and I had a question about the themes. Of course there was an endless row of girls in front of the door and I thought that I could easily become a granddad over waiting.
After what doesn't seemed like hours but were hours, I was finally inside Ueda's room and was sitting down on a chair. He looked still great, but a little bit tired and that look made him more manly and adult looking. I couldn't do anything but look at him and his wonderful face and I wondered how his lips would feel on my own. Really these lips were like a crime. They were seducing me when he was only speaking! I was going crazy while looking at them. But in a way I managed to listen what he was saying and we figured out a pretty good theme for my assignment.
“I hope I could help you!” Ueda said when we had finally finished.
“Sure!” I said and smiled at him. I got up from my chair. I just wanted to say good bye and I really don't know why I did it, but I leaned forward and placed my lips onto his. They were so soft and tender and tasted like sweets. I swiftly licked over his bottom lip, pressed them together once more and finally pulled away.
He looked at me with big round eyes, all innocent and maybe shocked. I couldn't believe that this cool guy could look this cute. He opened his mouth to say something, but I leaned down again and whispered a good bye in his ear, turned around and left the room. From the corner of my eye I saw him sitting there, still with the shocked expression on his face and his fingertips touching his lips, doubting if there ever had been a kiss at all.
When I was back outside I face palmed myself and wondered why on earth I had just kissed him! Okay, he was tempting and I was totally falling for him, but I was sure that he wasn't used to be kissed by men. Maybe he was completely straight? Well I decided that if he was, he just didn't know yet that he could love men, too. I had started it and I would do everything to make him mine!
*
I didn't see him the next few days. My other subject, politics, absorbed my time and it's not like I had history lectures every day. Plus, there was still this assignment I had to write and of course I wanted to make it extra well! Okay, now I tried to completely brown-nose Ueda, too, but since I don't to that often but only for him I decided that it was totally okay this time (Okay, it IS a flimsy excuse but I was in love!). One of these days when I was more or less only working and running around to prepare my work I met Pi and Jin in a bar. It was already midnight, but they had pressed me to come.
“I've met Ueda-sensei today.” Jin said and my ears peeked up. “He seemed to be a bit confused and I heard him lowly mumble your name. What did you do with him?”
“Uhm...” I felt uneasy and shifted on chair. “Nothing much.”
Jin looked at me. “It didn't sound like nothing. He seemed to be pretty bothered.”
“Well, really, I just kissed him!” I said finally.
“WHAT??” my friends screamed in unison and stared at me.
“You kissed your prof that you know like about a week now?” Pi shook his head in disbelief. “Have you gone crazy or something?” Of course Jin didn't miss to nod at every word Pi said.
“It's his fault, not mine...” I said lowly.
“Huh? You mean he kissed YOU?” Jin's eyes seemed to pop out of his head any second.
“Noooo...I mean it's not my fault that he looks so tempting!” I pouted.
Now it was their turn to laugh their asses off.
“Of course, Ryo, that totally gives you a great reason to just kiss him like that...!” Pi said and patted my head. “I hope he was confused because he likes you, too!”
*
Some days later I was about to go home from university. I had noticed that I really missed Ueda when I didn't see him. My mood was really bad because I wanted to see him more often. I cursed myself for taking politics as my main subject, not history. Oh and my mood was like hell when I came out of the university building and it was heavily raining. I didn't bring an umbrella with me, I never do that. (Guys with umbrellas are NOT cool!) So I just stepped out into the rain, cursing non-stop when I heard a car beside me. I looked up and guess who was inside there? Ueda! He scrolled down the car's window and looked at me.
“Wow, you know some pretty harsh words!” he said. “You know it's not the rain's fault that you didn't bring an umbrella.”
I just stood there, getting wetter and wetter. I was dumbfounded. He looked so cool. I can't say how handsome he was in that moment and how he looked at me with this fucking mocking expression on his face. I couldn't help but fall in love with him even more!
“Are you coming or did you froze where you're standing?” he was mocking me again. “Get in here or you will catch a cold.”
Wait! What? He just offered me to get into his car? It needed a lot of time before this really got into my brain so I just continued standing there.
“Come on Nishikido! I'm gonna drive you home!” He said, slightly impatient.
Okay then finally I opened the car's door and sat down beside him. I was dripping wet and the car's seat got wet in a second.
“Uhm...Ueda-san, is this really okay?” I asked him.
“Sure, tell me where you live, I'll drive you home.” he said.
I told him my address and he started driving. He was so concentrated. He drove save but fast at the same time. I had to guide him the last few minutes because he wasn't that familiar with that part of Tokyo.
“Oh this is where you live?” he said as I told him to stop in front of my home. “My home isn't that far from here, just a few blocks.”
I looked at him and wondered why he told me that. I guess he just realized what he had said and blushed at it.
“Uhm...well, now go in, it's late and you have to be fit tomorrow!”
I chuckled at his cuteness. I smiled brightly at him and pressed my lips on his for a second. Again it was his oh so cute shocked expression. I grinned and pulled away from him.
“Thanks for bringing me home, Sensei!” I whispered and got out of the car to run inside the apartment building. When I reached my apartment I looked out of the window. His car was still standing there and I imagined how he was touching his lips, again all confused and shocked. I smiled to myself and couldn't wait to see him again.
*
The next day, I had a pretty hard time in the history lecture. I really wanted to do nothing else but admire my hot and handsome sensei but how could I with that annoying guy called Jin beside me? He was non-stop telling me things like:
“Don't stare at him all the time or the girls might kill you!”
Seriously he's so annoying sometimes! I was really happy when I finally escaped him. I needed to be alone, so I walked around the university building until I came by the gym. You know it has big windows so that you can look inside there. In front of these windows a big bunch of girls had gathered and all of them were staring inside. I was curious what was so amazing in there so I got myself to the windows, too, pushing a few of the girls away. (Okay, I'm mean, but not that often, really!) But when I looked through the window they could have pushed me away quite easily, because I felt like all of my strength had left my body in an instant. Have you ever seen Ueda Tatsuya half naked, sweating, with a cute pony tail and doing boxing? If not you've definitively missed something! He looked so...damn hot doing his exercises! I felt how I fit in the mass of girls drooling in front of the window. Even though they were giving me totally strange looks. But how he moved. How he panted. It was too much! And I have an advantage compared to all the girls. I can go into the men's changing room! And of course I did that after Ueda finished the exercises. I mean who wouldn't want to see him changing? So I went to the changing room and waited there for him. (Maybe I was stalking him a bit, but I love him, really!)
I was close to fainting when he came in. He didn't notice me at first and so I could watch him coming in, panting hard from his training. His well-defined abs where moving when he was breathing and the sweat was glistering on his skin. He looked so hot! I was leaning to the door frame to not fall down because of my all wobbly legs! Suddenly he looked up at me.
“Nishikido? What are you doing here?” he asked me with wide eyes.
“I'm watching you!” I said. “Am I not allowed to do so?”
“N-no...why should you watch me?” he spluttered, obviously confused.
“Why not? All the girls out there are watching you, too.”
“But they are girls, that's normal! You are a man!” he said slowly.
Okay, things like that really make me angry. Why do people always think that only girls are allowed to drool after men? That's unfair!
I stepped closer to him.
“So what? Maybe I'm not normal, but I do that! And I tell you that you soon won't think it's abnormal anymore but you’ll want me to watch you!” I yelled angrily and left him standing there dumbfounded. Really, he was dimwitted. Okay, maybe I was a bit bluntly but I couldn't help it!
*
The next day Pi and Jin pressed me to work with them in the library after all lectures were over. Well Pi was working while Jin was flirting with any more or less good looking girl around. It's always the same with him. Always after the girls! So I did some work with Pi, and he was indeed a big help because he's really good at writing and helped me a lot with my assignment. It was pretty late when I said good bye and I wanted to go home. But when I was walking through the university's corridors I saw Ueda again, carrying a big carton filled with books with him. I know he's strong, but he really looked as if he would break down in a minute. And, hey, I'm a gentleman so I tried to help him.
“Can I help you sensei?” I asked him.
“Oh Nishikido! Thank you that would be nice!”
He shoved me the carton in my hands and now I really felt like breaking down.
“Wait a second, okay? I have some more books in my bureau.” With that he turned around and left me. I couldn't help but wonder if he always treated people who wanted to help him like that. I mean the books were REALLY heavy. Luckily he was back soon and we went to his car.
“I have all those books put into my bureau until my apartment's furniture was finished and now I need to bring all of them into my apartment. I'm sorry to bother you with that!” he said and smiled shyly.
“That's okay!” I said and smiled, too. At least I tried, because the books were REALLY heavy!!!
You can't imagine how happy I was when we reached the car. We out all of the books in there and he was about to drive away.
“Uhm...sensei?” I asked, suddenly feeling shy.
“What is it, Nishikido?” he answered.
“Well...I mean you need to bring the books from the car to your apartment, right? I could help you with that, too!”
He chuckled at me. “Okay then. Get in!”
We drove to his apartment in silence. It wasn't far from my own indeed. When we arrived there my hands were all sweaty because I was so nervous sitting beside him.
We quickly carried the books inside. Luckily the building had an elevator! We took off our shoes and I looked all around his apartment. It was so neat and clean. I envied him.
“Thank you Nishikido-kun!” he said as I put down the books. “I still need to put all of them in the book shelf, but it's late already. Shall I drive you home first?”
“Oh, it's okay!” I said quickly. “I can help you with that, I want to finish helping you with the books!”
He gave me a strange look, but since I really wanted to he agreed. (Yes, I only wanted to stay with him!) It took a lot of time to get the books ready and it was really late when we finished it. But I was happy because I had never before spent this much time with him alone.
“Okay, thanks for your help!” Ueda said when we had tidied up everything. He took a glance at his watch.
“Oh my, it's already past midnight! I'm so sorry for taking so much of your time!!” he screamed. Oh my god he was so cute!
“That's okay!” I smiled at him.
“Really? Well...uh...if you don't want to go home this late you can sleep on my couch if you want...” he said slowly.
My ears peeked up. He just asked me to sleep here??? Did he decide to make my dreams come true??
“O-okay...” I stuttered.
About half an hour later I was lying on his couch with a pillow and a blanket. But really how could I sleep now? I mean his bedroom door was only a few meters away from me and I couldn't stop imagining him sleeping peacefully (and some not so innocent things). I don't know how long I was lying there, totally awake, but suddenly his bedroom door opened and I quickly pretended to be asleep.
“Ni-Nishikido..?” I heard him whisper.
I opened my eyes and looked at him from the darkness of the room. He looked so adorable! His pajamas were quite big for him and his feet were completely covered by the trousers. His sleeves were much too, long, too and I saw him knead the ends in his fingers nervously. And then his tousled bed hair...I fell even more in love with him at the view.
“W-what is it, sensei?” I said, pretending to be sleepy.
He jumped. I guess he didn't expect me to wake up or already be awake.
“Oh....I...I...can I ask you something?” He blushed so hard when he said that. Really you would never expect a cool guy like him to look this cute when blushing! I was totally melting for him.
“Yes sure!” I said and tried to suppress the shivers that ran through my whole body.
“Can I...I mean sleep here with you?” he tried hard to not look at me.
I thought I had heard wrong. What the hell?
“Uhm...why do you want that?”
“Well...I shouldn't tell you things like that...but...I feel so lonely when I sleep here in this apartment alone...and...yeah....”
Okay, there was no way I could resist anything as cute as this any second longer. I took some deep breaths and tried hard to act all cool.
“Hm, sure, but shouldn't we move to your bed then? This couch is kinda small for two.” I said smiling.
He nodded and turned around to go back into his room. I quickly stood up and followed him, but he stood in the door frame, not moving an inch.
“Come on! I wanna sleep!” I whispered into his ear, but he just shuddered and blushed even more. I noticed how embarrassed he was...so cute! I pushed him a bit and went over to his big bed. The bedroom was neat and clean, just like the rest of the apartment. I let myself fall down onto the bed and waved playfully at him.
“Come here!”
He hesitantly walked some steps closer to the bed, but stopped in front of me. He looked at me worrying and yeah I ran out of patience. I grabbed his arms and pulled him down on the bed roughly. He shrieked loudly (and totally girly....) as he fell down on top of me.
“Nishikido!!!!” he screamed as his face was only inches away from mine and I had still grabbed his wrists.
I pecked him lips lovingly.
“It's Ryo, okay?”
“R-Ryo?” he said and looked at me questioningly.
I chuckled and pulled him beside me.
“Sleep now, okay? I'm here.”
Seconds later the both of us had been fallen asleep.
*
When I woke up the next morning Tatsuya (I just decided to call him Tatsuya, because I allowed him to call me Ryo, too...*cough*) was nowhere to be seen. I sighed and got up from the bed. I assumed that he had to work early and left for that reason. So I quickly got dressed myself and got ready for university. I was in a super high mood. I was so happy. Not even Jin could ruin my mood that morning. I chatted happily with him and told him about the evening before. He smiled and was happy for me, too. On the corridor we met Tatsuya. I smiled at him brightly, but he looked away. I looked after him, confused.
“What was that?” Jin asked me.
“I don't know...!” I said and felt really down out of a sudden. And it wasn't all. During the lecture Tatsuya ignored me again, no matter how much I showed up and wanted to ask something. It was depressing. I wondered what I had done wrong. I was sad about his behavior. So I decided to go and talk to him. I mean he didn't even look at me! It was heartbreaking. I don't cry easily, but his behavior let my eyes get wet so easily and I wondered my I felt so much for him even thought I knew him only such a short time.
It took ages as always to get to talk to him, because his room was invested by girls. It annoyed me so much. I was constantly changing from being sad to being angry and back. Finally I got in there. But as expected he turned and looked away as soon as he recognized me.
Part 2