funny how you are looking at this whole "going to school" thing as ORDER, while I can only see it as the utter CHAOS of my life spinning irrevocably out of control. freak freak freak freakout. have been uptight too long. my boss found out and I wonder how long it will be till I am shitcanned. hopefully she will write me a recommendation first.
bubbles 2night?disorganizationSeptember 9 2005, 15:29:59 UTC
I will now officially offer my helping hand in your Getting Your Shit Together, if you will have me, if I can do anything, if you can also help in keeping me from Losing My Shit whilst I transition to student status, HOPEFULLY.
outtakes rarities b sidesjournalwkSeptember 9 2005, 10:21:22 UTC
i yam Lj lostcosmonaut's administrative assistant. Entries that he ain't satisfied w/, or that don't fit in w/ th rest of him journ, go here. In th case of this entry, he'd already writ one very similar to it, recently, it would have been redundant.
slippery slopejournalwkSeptember 9 2005, 15:51:12 UTC
there's a reason for it, and it has nuzzin 2 do w/ how much I do or do not adore you. I really don't want this journ 2B part of th Livejournal universe. So I don't add anyone, and very few people add this journ, and very few comment on this journ (relative 2 my other one). Th few people who have been added were added years ago (before I was even using this acct for anything other than flaming) and have not changed since then. They are there as a historical marker. Although mebbe they should be dropped, too, ah dunno. Anyhow everyone else gets th snob treatment, but it's not really th snob treatment because it's EVERYONE--not discriminatory whatsoever. Th point is: this acct stays under th radar, but not too far under th radar, and I can talk about shit w/o worrying about whether it's ENTERTAINING or not ... or whatever it am I sometimes worry about when I use th other acct. Now it probably zound like I thought about thiz too much; BUT I think about this sort of stuff because I don't like 2B HALF-HEARTED when trying 2
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Re: we are cut from the same clothmicahvellianSeptember 9 2005, 15:37:52 UTC
i was actually where you are now 3 or so years ago. i've only recently become this way. for a while i was stuck and didn't think i could ever find focus. i kept talking the talk, but always too chicken shit to take that walk. then things got worse, all kept piling up and i went through some major life-changing shit. it shook me hard enough to decide that i needed to do something about it. and well, i've been working on the shiz ever since.
like Doc Brown said, "If you put your mind to it, you can accomplish anything."
my one flippy frenjournalwkSeptember 9 2005, 16:02:43 UTC
u R v. inzpiring, Miguel, I only wish I'd met/befriended ya earlier. Th problem w/ me has been that I got so good @ staying afloat in CHAOS that I've never had any real scares. My jobs paid me enough; my friends were interesting enough; my romantic relationships were loving enough; my family were supportive enough. So I stayed just ahead of th wave of CHAOS. Ah now FEEL as if Gordon's death was th closest thing to a (spiritual) levee-breaking event ah've ever gone through, and it's time 2 move.--mza.
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(Let's invite th whole Internet.)
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There's a lot less traffic here.
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you can have chaos but you also have to direct it in a productive way...
it's never about control, because control is a myth that we all lead ourselves to believe is true. it's purely about harnessing the chaos...
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HARD WORK + CHAOS
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like Doc Brown said, "If you put your mind to it, you can accomplish anything."
word is bond.
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