Has anyone else had a day where you feel plain shitty?

I think I have a disease. Besides the hypochondria. But seriously people. I can not sleep. I have not been able to fall asleep at a decent hour in a while. I worked literally all day today. from 11-10 tonight. I was dead tired. I came home talked to Evan for a while, looked at Ebay for a little while, and then got in bed. I turned on the food ( Read more... )

So I lived through my very first surgery, and I'm very proud of myself. The anesthesia took, I think, about a week to wear off...I was kind of in a fog for about a week, but now I'm back to normal. The worst part of the whole experience was the IV. When they put the the IV before they took me back to the OR I puked, and at night when they had to ( Read more... )

This paper will be the death of me. I hate Charles Dickens. I never thought I could hold this much animosity for someone, but I do. I hate him and his stupid books that I have to do stupid research papers on ( Read more... )

Today was very fun ( Read more... )

After much procrastination, my favorite pastime, I have decided to actually "update" my poor dejected journal...I don't really want to write about every single detail of the past two and a half months, but they have been really good. I kind of left on a sour note, alot was happening then. But I'm all better now ( Read more... )

On the surface, you may seem to be your usual calm, cool, collected self, but there's definitely something on your mind. Something that may bother you enough to actually cause a ripple on that ordinarily stoic surface.

So, it's now 3:27 and I can not for the life of me fall asleep. My head is pounding something fierce, and I can't shut my mind off. I hate nights like these. I'm not in a bad mood or anything, I am actually very happy. Well 95% happy, 5% confused. Yeah, that's about right ( Read more... )

I had an English quiz, or I would have skipped school to go watch the reveal. I watched it on the news, just as good. I guess. I almost skipped anyway. It was so warm and springy today I thought about going out to Little Acapulco, but it's kinda scary out there by yourself, even in the daytime. Sitting on those warm rocks and reading would have ( Read more... )

Odi et amo: quare id faciam, fortasse requiris.
nescio, sed fieri sentio et excrucior.
- Caius Valerius Catullus

I hate and I love: perhaps you ask why I do this.
I do not know, but I feel it to be so and I am tortured.