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at 25, I find that I withdraw inward more and more.  I find it more comfortable being alone more often these days, well at least I've always enjoyed silent company very much.  It's a very selfish attitude - to want to take up someone's time, and yet not want to say anything ( Read more... )

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I remember looking out the window of this bus we were in.  One of those mini-buses, with big wide windows that you sit in when you're travelling overseas? It was winter, the sky was grey, and the trees were bare.  There was scene after scene of nothing much, but that wide expanse of space was so beautiful.  The grey sky was a drab but such a ( Read more... )

I don't know why, but I'm waiting for something magical.  Something different.  Like when you put your coin into a mysterious fortune telling machine and it tells you -truthfully- that your life is going to change, and how it will change, and where it will take you.

Not that I'm particularly superstitious, or even remotely that I would fall for ( Read more... )

For many many people, family is a burden.  That's a cliche of course.

But I think the reason for the burden is not because we are bound by principles of "fillial piety" or "family values".  Rather, I think it is because some families are networks of deceit - parents lie that they truly care about their children, and children become neurotic when ( Read more... )

I had a bizarre dream prior to waking up.  An ex-bf whom I shall not name, came back from the States and called me.  I was on my way somewhere early morning, when he called and stated that he would visit me at my place.  Before I knew it, his wash was hanging on my laundry lines to dry, and somehow he had reinstated himself as my bf, despite my ( Read more... )

Today I don't feel like a part of anything.  I am doing what I call exploring my alone side.  Ok, maybe spend some time with my mum too, who's by herself at home everyday since her retirement.  But today is definitely a me time.

the secret to looking thinner...

is to wear bigger clothes.