just up thinking.

[jovisaroman]

Grandeur of everything is overwhelming at times. It's like observing and feeling everything from all perspectives rather than being me

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[jovisaroman]

i know. that's why i used "at times" and "short while"

it's a way of meditating. Turning my back on everything and losing myself in something larger to come out a little more sure of myself.

This are just lingering feelings. I assure you i'm happier than i ever have been.

[jovisaroman]

These*

[jovisaroman]

and believe me i know, I've tried doing this for too long, and exploded. So yea, i know they come back to get you.

[boxman]

Your emotions may be meaningless in the scope of society and the universe, but certainly not in the scope of your own life. Who are you trying to prove something to by hiding your emotions from yourself? It's your emotional state after all, and you should be happy in it, no?

[jovisaroman]

not hiding. I acknowledge them, and deal with them. just having an awareness of what it actually is helps to keep things in perspective sometimes.

so how'd it go? =)

[boxman]

I look forward to talking to you about it sometime. It was spectacular.