woke up on the queasy side. Work was alright except for Long calling 5spice pretending to be an angry costumer giving me all these complicated orders. I didn't get flustered or mummble anything incoherent to said "costumer", and then laughed it off when i figured it out ( Read more... )

My life is getting more random, and i like it.

I don't think i want to cling on to any one thing for too long.

Enjoying the present moment is coming more naturally to me now. Hm... i might actually start being a happy person.. :)

complete thoughts. nah.

I went to Bally's with Long today and he showed me a better routine for a good arm workout. Towards the end there we started talking about the herb again, and i failed to make a convincing argument ( Read more... )

There is SO much in my head that I haven't expressed yet. Some of which i can't even put into words.
I think one of my biggest fears is not leaving evidence of any of it behind. Letting it all remain in my head.

I've deleted a lot of what i've written and i regret it.

hmmmm....

and i had a really nice walk around FAU tonight.

Wow. just found a bunch of word documents from way back. Some very short stories, a suicide note, dreams, one i don't even understand. it's written in some kid code Nicole and I made up but here it is, for funnies:

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The first day in a week i have to sleep in and my mom knocks on my door at 11 am telling me to get ready to go buy my textbooks at FAU. She couldn't wait a few hours to do this? It had to be done now ( Read more... )

It's nice to see that she's calming down some ( Read more... )

She's not even the same person anymore...
this is driving me crazy. It's so sad.

Firstly, "tune on, tune in, drop out ( Read more... )

I both hate and love people.