I just want to puke and die. I haven't felt like this in the longest while...

'tis about time.

Been with friends for 5 days now, which has been awesome. At this very moment, I'm sitting in Tetsu's room, with the lights off, listening to an Hour of Slack. He's asleep, of course, or I'd be doing something more interesting than updating my livejournal. That, and the fact that I leave in approxiamately fifteen minutes, have caused me to do so. ( Read more... )

For those of you who haven't noticed, I haven't been paying close attention to livejournals lately. I am still trying to decide if this is, indeed, a vice ( Read more... )

I went for a walk last night...that was a good thing. This place has an extremely dull night life, though. I was out for a few hours, walking around. I find not one gathering, club, group building, etc. I finally gave up and came home, but it was really nice to have some time alone, outside, at night, surrounded by nothing and everything at the ( Read more... )

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I think I may just use that elf for everything. No use switching between avas anymore.

I'm in the mood to write a piece. Which is wonderful. What is NOT wonderful is the guaranteed interruption of that woman. Well, I think 'tis time to pull out that old skill of emotional compression...I've been indulging myself entirely too much lately.

Raw and pulsing in my stomach, my mind, the deep rich red of that arterial spray, the dull dark thud in the night of a man sliding off of a knife ( Read more... )

I was reading through some of these entries on my friends list, and I have some great writers there. Which I find both heartening and slightly annoying. See, I'm just not a great writer myself. (This isn't a sympathy post, so don't slather me with praise.) I find this annoying, because...well, when you write a good piece, from a different character ( Read more... )

First off, this will be about many different things ( Read more... )