I've been walking around like a zombie for the past few days. I thought that I'd wake up after getting that initial phone call and know what to do but I still have no clue. I miss him. I didn't know I'd miss him this much.
I'm really tired. Not just in the physical sense but emotionally. Being happy, being there, being okay...sometimes I wonder if it's worth the effort. Being asleep, being alone--that's much easier
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There's something about the rain that's horribly, inexplicably depressing. Kinda sad since other natural processes are pretty cute; snow, sun, flowers...but rain? Uggh. Disgusting
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