awfully alone

[joycake]

the complete opposite of a normal schedule;
waking up at sunset, high volume
music&singing at 4 AM, cigarettes one two three
vicodin four five six. boyfriend concerned
says sarcastically, they don't have college classes
from midnight to six. what are you going to do with yourself
that's worth a fuck? causing me to

Comments

[calliopealive]

you're not so bad at all. i'm thankful you let me in to read your life.

[joycake]

thank you so much. i think you know, i needed this.

[skinarchitect]

you're wonderful. precious love. ♥

[happyperusals]

You have something I am working to cultivate every day: A belief in who you are, a standing by of your uniqueness. I am genuinely honored to stand beside you the way you let me.

And just so you're aware, there's actually a school here that has the oddest schedule. It's like noon ta' 12 and similar hours of strangeness. I bet there are schools like that out in Cali. But, f' that. You're so much bigger than that.

[chasingcranes]

I actually went to bed early...and now I'm up right now and it's 4:16 in the morning.

no you aren't bad, darling. :]

and you know I hate grades. I don't think they should even matter. to me it's all arbitrary.

[stopheartstop]

Echoes, it all echoes and I wonder if we share the same loves. I don't defend myself anymore. I have nothing left to prove.

You were never bad to begin with.

I want Vicodin...