Hm I need to recap since Wednesday. I swear these days I can*t sit at the computer for more than 30 minutes without feeling guilty that I am wasting precious time at a computer. But I am going to update this thingy because I need to then read The Da Vinci Code on the porch to make up for it haha. I am really a weird character.

Wednesday -- Hm. ( Read more... )

The last few days have been crazy overwhelming. But I have felt the first true feeling of relief. I have felt the feeling of

Yes life is crazy. Helping people is hard. Making endless goals will overpower you.

But after getting a bad night sleep, going to a graduation, doing 3 miles, brainstorming, feeling unloved, & just being overwhelmed till ( Read more... )

Today has been quite an odd day.

I woke up around 10. I meant to go to bed before 12. But we know how that goes. I went to bed at 1. A little after I had some yogurt, I went for a good run. I seriously love running in 60 degree weather with a bit o' drizzle of the rain. Cause I just didn*t sound like an idiot. I ran/walked 2 miles. Not bad cause ( Read more... )

My pet peeve of the day:

I am running. Black guy beeps from his work truck. I give him the look of 'I am running & don*t need your distraction.' Then I am doing my cool down walk home. Another man beeps from his work truck but he is older & um.. hairier. Do they not see that I am pale, broken out, sweaty, & in a running trance. I would*ve loved ( Read more... )

Alright I missed Kaki King but saw Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants with my best friend. I think that makes this a good day.

I had the best wake up call EVER. "Jordan, Mom brought home breakfast!" That means CAFFE MOCHA! So I run into the kitchen & it*s not only a caffe mocha but a honey wheat bagel with light cream cheese. Rock on. I got ( Read more... )

Now I can update. I have been putting this off.. so badly. And SO much has happened.

Alright I am starting with tonight. Cause I never thought how amazing it is to be naked with your best friends in a pond. Oh man. I seriously never will need alcohol. I don*t need drugs. All I need is my wacky self & some friends by my side. So today was ( Read more... )

I SAW MR. BUTKA AT TARGET LAST NIGHT! He wouldn*t even talk to me. He just ran away from me. Haha maybe because he knew I was pissed that he tried to kick me out of his class. I screamed across Target a goodbye because he was ignoring me. I love it. I went to these art places in Tonawanda today. I think I am gonna take some art classes. But I need ( Read more... )

So it*s decided I am seeing Coldplay twice. Once in Toronto with Sam & Brendan & at Darien Lake with Myles & people. I am quite excited. But my Mom only knows about one. I am paying the other one off & well she*ll just find out when I pay Myles back :) So today was really overwhelming. And I almost got in a fist fight with Liz in my dream. It was ( Read more... )

Today was sooo excellent. It didn*t start out so hot. I didn*t get a good sleep for some reason. When I went to bed I had a lotta energy from the DQ & I woke up three hundred times. But it*s so nice to wake up to beautiful weather & the thought of only a few days left of school. I wore my newest hippie top mi madre got for me. I love it. I swear ( Read more... )

Yesterday was such an amazing day. It wasn*t anything in particular either. Just an amazing day. I woke up all "summery". I was just too positive for words because I felt like it was summer. I got all "hippied" out with my new skirt & shirt. Earth Science was kinda bleh cause we*re doing a 100 questions on our own & it*s going for a test & well it ( Read more... )