i didn't lock this....because it doesn't matter anymore. think what you will.

[joymarkana]

i always open this page to update and then realize i have nothing to say. i mean, i have plenty to say, but not a whole lot i want to put in writing for the world to see. i miss hanging out with girlfriends and just talking for hours.that's way better than typing here by myself about things that are

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[kingnow]

If I could, I'd sink middle part of the US to bring Utah closer to you. But then again, If I could do that...I would have done it 6 years ago. I feel your pain Joy Fahmie, and I wish I could say it gets better, but it doesn't. You just have to wait, and when it happens, It will be well worth the wait.

[__noteverygirl]

I know EXACTLY what you mean. I seriously MISS hanging out with my girls and them being everything I needed. When we were younger, crushes were fun! We wouldnt take it seriously and boys were just fun in general! Now that we are older, and have DEEPER relationships, everything changes. We get dependant and almost clingy! I know bc thats what happened to ME. I NEVER thought in a million years that I would depend on a guy as much as I do with my bf now. And its a thousand times worse for you since yours is so far away! Hang in there Joy, Im always here for you. Except when Im sick. haha ♥