Andrew walks down a long corridor filled with many unopened doors. The first door he comes across is a small red one. He opens the door and sees Johnathon
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Don't know how long after Andrew doze that I did, but I must have fallen asleep. By the time I opened my eyes, hazily, the movie had stopped and the screen was fuzzy. Stupid tv.
I was about to wake up Andrew to figure out sleeping arrangements when he started thrashing in his sleep. Would be better if he wasn't sleeping in my lap, but his arms were swinging and I think I got clocked in the eye. Ow. That's gonna bruise later.
I quickly grabbed onto his shoulders and shook him, trying not to be frantic, all I knew was that this had to be a really bad dream. "Andrew. Andrew! Baby, wake up! It's just a dream! Come back to me."
This is starting to hurt. I quickly got out from under him and did what I did when my cousin use to have nightmares like this...I jumped onto the couch, placing my knees on either side of his hips, my legs pinning his legs down, and I pinned his arms to his side.
Last thing we need is for him to hurt me, or himself. "Andrew!" I yelled, had to snap him out of it. "Andrew! It's just a dream! You're safe here! Wake. Up."
I just...stared at his back, since he wasn't facing me, and...just stared. That was quite the dream. I mean...who's to say that Willow and Buffy and Dawn won't react that way. Though, I don't think it will be that extreme, it may not be pretty.
"Uh...wow. Well...I can't interpret dreams or anything. But, it was just a nightmare. I have them too. It's hard to not have them where we're from."
I sighed and set my hand on his shoulder, trying to get him to face me. "But, I can assure you one thing," I said softly, seriously. "I'm not going to use you and dump you. I promise you that."
I suckerd up and dried my tears....I do too much crying I realized. I turned to Xander and sighed deeply and curled back under his arms.
"Yea I know Xand, but I jsut can't help but think that maybe...possibly it might happen. I can handle Buffy kicking my ass...well noy physically, but I can down it. But you're the best thing that happened to me lately. I mean yea this day has gone pretty fast but I don't mind and I really really like you. I just...judt don't wanna lose you. And i'm babbling..." I realized.
I looked up at Xander with a mix of hope and desire in my eyes...
I just held him close and listened to his rant. It was cute when he did that. I guess I always had a thing for people would babbled. Makes sense I guess. When he was finally finished talking, I just smiled at thim and sighed.
"Yeah, but...I told you, I'm not going anywhere. So...you're stuck with me." I really want him to understand that when I tell someone that I won't leave them...that I won't leave them. Jeez.
I chuckled softly at him calling himself a dork. "Yeah, but so am I, so it's ok. Plus...dorks are hot," I added, tugging him closer.
I could feel him sigh and I saw him smile. And in that moment, I knew...that I could trust him. I beleived him. He wasn't going anywhere.
Im satisfied.
I smiled and cuddled close to him. I felt safe there, and noone...not even figurative Warren could reach me there.
He made me smile when he said we were hot dorks...I could do nothing but reach up and kiss him tenderly. Rubbing my hands softly around his face and his upper body, washing myself and my fears away in him.
The kisses he placed on my chest made me shiver slightly as the chill ran up my spine and back down. Felt good though. I took in a sharp breath as he undid my pants and I smiled when he twitched.
"Tickled? Well, that's not what I was going for, but it's not bad," I said in a soft whisper in his ear as I sucked lightly on his earlobe. My hands started to slip up his shirt, feeling his heated flesh against my palms. Man, even that made me moan softly. Just knowing that he needed me as much as I did him.
Clothes need to come off...like, really soon, or else I may die.
I laughed at that statement as I continued to work my way down his chest. His hands explored my chest area and I allowed him to take my shirt off so that I could join the shirtless club.
I moaned slightly when he traced my chest with his hands. I didn't even need to look at him, I could feel him, wanting me. Me wanting him.
It was a never-ending cylce of wanting.
It was time to move things further. After unzipping his jeans I slowly led my hands to explore further...
The heat coming from Andrew's body was making my whole body ache. However, I did draw back a bit when his hands made their way into my pants. I took in a sharp breath then let out a quiet chuckle. "Cold hands," I told him with a smile before I kissed him lightly on the lips.
Removing his hands from my pants, I stood up on shaky legs. Man, almost feel like a virgin again. Well, technically...yes and no.
Anyway, I undid my pants the rest of the way and dropped them. I stood there by the bed in just my boxers and a lustful expression. "Better?" I asked with a quirk of my brow.
Deep in the back of my mind i still couldn't beleive how fast things were going, I mean earlier on today my hads were tied behind me in a chair. Now, my hands were exploring the gorgeous body of the man I've had a crush on for almost 2 years.
God must love me.
I continued to unzip his zipper then slowly sled my hands beneath the seal. I got a little ways before he jumped back. I was confused for a minute but then he explained with a little laugh.
"Cold Hands,"I smiled at him as he got up and removed the pants that were getting in the way. I lost my breath staring at him almost naked, he looked absolutely beautiful. He looked at me with lust in his ees and I almost lost it right there
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I was about to wake up Andrew to figure out sleeping arrangements when he started thrashing in his sleep. Would be better if he wasn't sleeping in my lap, but his arms were swinging and I think I got clocked in the eye. Ow. That's gonna bruise later.
I quickly grabbed onto his shoulders and shook him, trying not to be frantic, all I knew was that this had to be a really bad dream. "Andrew. Andrew! Baby, wake up! It's just a dream! Come back to me."
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"I won't let him.....he can't do this to me!! Why won' he just leave me alone!!!" I screamed continuing to kick and scream.
He can't do this. Why was he doing this??? He DIED!!! I greived...he manipulated me already...i couldn't go through this again!! I couldn't do it!!
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This is starting to hurt. I quickly got out from under him and did what I did when my cousin use to have nightmares like this...I jumped onto the couch, placing my knees on either side of his hips, my legs pinning his legs down, and I pinned his arms to his side.
Last thing we need is for him to hurt me, or himself. "Andrew!" I yelled, had to snap him out of it. "Andrew! It's just a dream! You're safe here! Wake. Up."
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I knew it was all just a dream...but It was real.
I stopped kicking and screaming....and I cried.
I knew that it wasn't really Warren...but what he said was true.
I knew I was never gonna be accepted...bu Buffy...by Willow....by Xander....
I didn't deserve him. And I knew this.
So I cried.
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I just...stared at his back, since he wasn't facing me, and...just stared. That was quite the dream. I mean...who's to say that Willow and Buffy and Dawn won't react that way. Though, I don't think it will be that extreme, it may not be pretty.
"Uh...wow. Well...I can't interpret dreams or anything. But, it was just a nightmare. I have them too. It's hard to not have them where we're from."
I sighed and set my hand on his shoulder, trying to get him to face me. "But, I can assure you one thing," I said softly, seriously. "I'm not going to use you and dump you. I promise you that."
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"Yea I know Xand, but I jsut can't help but think that maybe...possibly it might happen. I can handle Buffy kicking my ass...well noy physically, but I can down it. But you're the best thing that happened to me lately. I mean yea this day has gone pretty fast but I don't mind and I really really like you. I just...judt don't wanna lose you. And i'm babbling..." I realized.
I looked up at Xander with a mix of hope and desire in my eyes...
"Im a dork...I know."
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"Yeah, but...I told you, I'm not going anywhere. So...you're stuck with me." I really want him to understand that when I tell someone that I won't leave them...that I won't leave them. Jeez.
I chuckled softly at him calling himself a dork. "Yeah, but so am I, so it's ok. Plus...dorks are hot," I added, tugging him closer.
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Im satisfied.
I smiled and cuddled close to him. I felt safe there, and noone...not even figurative Warren could reach me there.
He made me smile when he said we were hot dorks...I could do nothing but reach up and kiss him tenderly. Rubbing my hands softly around his face and his upper body, washing myself and my fears away in him.
Take me...
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"Tickled? Well, that's not what I was going for, but it's not bad," I said in a soft whisper in his ear as I sucked lightly on his earlobe. My hands started to slip up his shirt, feeling his heated flesh against my palms. Man, even that made me moan softly. Just knowing that he needed me as much as I did him.
Clothes need to come off...like, really soon, or else I may die.
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I moaned slightly when he traced my chest with his hands. I didn't even need to look at him, I could feel him, wanting me. Me wanting him.
It was a never-ending cylce of wanting.
It was time to move things further. After unzipping his jeans I slowly led my hands to explore further...
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Removing his hands from my pants, I stood up on shaky legs. Man, almost feel like a virgin again. Well, technically...yes and no.
Anyway, I undid my pants the rest of the way and dropped them. I stood there by the bed in just my boxers and a lustful expression. "Better?" I asked with a quirk of my brow.
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God must love me.
I continued to unzip his zipper then slowly sled my hands beneath the seal. I got a little ways before he jumped back. I was confused for a minute but then he explained with a little laugh.
"Cold Hands,"I smiled at him as he got up and removed the pants that were getting in the way. I lost my breath staring at him almost naked, he looked absolutely beautiful. He looked at me with lust in his ees and I almost lost it right there ( ... )
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