Awk-ward

Mar 06, 2005 23:19

Could this day get any wierder? Wait...probably shouldn't have asked that. Now it's only going to get worst. Whatever ( Read more... )

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andrew_sidekick March 7 2005, 04:34:38 UTC
We made our way to the Bronze twoards sunset. Just two regular guys....goin to eat some dinner.

I look at him a couple of times...a couple of times he smiles back. We are both so confused...I don't even know if he is interested in me that way. He's being so nice to me. He untied me...offered me food and clothing...and he's looking out for me.

Maybe he's just being nice. It probally is just that.

So we sit at a table at the Bronze, music playing around us, him sippin his beer, me sippin my Pina Colada. With a little purple umbrella stuck into it.

We waited on our food...both of us keeping quiet. I couldt take it any longer.

"Xander...do you like me?" There...there I said it. I said it okay? Phew! It was good to get that off of my chest.

Oh god! Waht if he didnt?? What if he was jsut being nice? What if he thinks I'm a freak! Oh look what you've gotten yourself into Wells!! Nice goin! You ruin a perfect friendship just because you've had a drush on the guy for 2 years....

God I hate being Bi.

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only_xander March 7 2005, 04:40:25 UTC
I was drinking my beer when Andrew spoke and I nearly spit it out all over him. I started choking on it, and when I had regained control, I just sucked back the rest of the beer. I looked at Andrew, as if I was studying him.

How do I say this? This is nuts. But before I could think, I just blurted out the first word that flew into my mind. "Yes..."

My brow furrowed and I looked around for the waitress. I could use another beer...or 12. I fidgeted with the plastic cup for a moment. "Do you uh...like me?" Not that it mattered but...it would be nice and all. Oh god what have I gotten myself into.

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andrew_sidekick March 7 2005, 04:53:23 UTC
I got sprayed with a mist of Budweiser.
Great.

I get a napkin and wipe it all over my face as I think to myseld Great Wells...plain and simple thought that he does not care for you in that way...you should probally jsut get up and go back to Buffy's and turn yourself back in and wallow in your own self pity. You've been doing it for months...why not again?

"Yes"

"Wha...WHA?" I answered in disbeleif...no. I laugh out loud as he looked around uncomfertably. Wow. He really did like me! I felt like doign backflips and jumping on the bar counter and dancing...you know...if I could dance.

"Do you uh...like me?" He asked tentatively...

I laugh and slap me knee "Of course you big goof? You couldnt see that? I've had a crush on you for almost a year now. You've got that...well...sexy innocent look goin on."

Oh my god. I can't beleive I just said that.

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only_xander March 7 2005, 04:58:14 UTC
When he laughed I tensed up. Great, you tell the truth and now he is just laughing at you. *headthump* But I nearly died with the next words he said.

I smiled shyly at him. Sexy? Me? Yeah right. I have never been sexy ever...well that's no true. I hear that my vamp-self was damn sexy with the leather and the evil and...stopping now.

I moved my seat closer to his. "You know...I think the intellegence and the nerd thing is uh...quite sexy too." I bit my bottom lip and blushed. God. What a night. "So this is kinda a date than after all." I looked at him, in his eyes, and smiled.

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