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[jphobia1]

i realized sunday morning, as i came down off acid and mda that i forgot who i was. literally. i always thought i wasnt losing myself to drugs because i still had good grades, but i realize that its sortof thrashing my personality and turning me into someone who's very unsure of himself and very very insecure. i do things to get away from people

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[situationsarise]

acid? crazy shit man.

[xcitemyprivates]

im glad you can actually acknowledge this
alot of people can't

and i know how you feel to some degree

[jphobia1]

i always appreciate your input. thanks :]

[stillworthlivin]

Im not sure if you know her, but this kid at my school, goes to the drum circles a lot, and shes jewish, her name is sarah alpert. Shes hilarious.

and, I know we're not so close. but Id like to play some poker with you sometime.

[ohdelight]

I love you and I miss making you those little microwave pizzas at your grandmas house afterschool and sitting in that little computer room listening to music and making fun of people and stuff and I miss how everyone used to think we were goin out because we'd spend like every minuite of the day togther and I miss holding your hand when we walk and talking to you everyday and watching Jay and Silent Bob movies with you and I even miss your crazy snoring.
I'd still like to take you out to lunch at the Corvette Diner, so whenever you want to go just give me a call.
Maybe we can go this weekend?
Anyway, I love you very much and I want to spend time with you very badly and I just want to give you a hug and I'd like to talk to you about this more.
I'm not letting our friendship go away so just remember that I love you always.