did anyone notice where a really old photo envelope was?
it was on my desk on moving day and it must have been thrown in with a bunch of stuff i was WAITING to pack that just kinda got thrown everywhere...
and now i cant find it anywhere...
fuck fuck fuck
someone please tell me you remember seeing it somewhere...

yay for sound!

look who called out today ( Read more... )

why do we feel unlovable even when were loved?
why do we do things we know will only kill us?
why do we keep trying, week after week?
why do we fear being alone, being together, being apart?
why do we feel like we again?
had more to say...sick, tired, and if i dont have dry pants in the morning i have to call jamie...
maybe we should sleep...

so who wants to come look at my speakers and help me figure out why the sound on my computer wont work?

i've got a verizon dsl box and a cable modem box available.
selling them each for $50 or best offer.

sleeping has never seemed as futile as it did when i woke up this morning, still feeling as exhausted as when i fell asleep. when i say "fell" i mean it as close to literaly as possibly. i teetered for a while on the verge of unconsciousness but my mind wouldnt let me sleep so i got back up, thought about going for a walk, considered how tempted ( Read more... )

there was first friday and kiyoko and cat and later matt ( Read more... )

*slowly starts digging a cave*
maybe i'll just live here for a while...
then i cant hurt anyone
and no one can hurt me
and all my problems would be solved
until the starvation killed me
or the trolls ate me
but then my troubles would be short lived and wouldnt bother anyone else

im sorry...

moving day saturday ( Read more... )