i don't really know why i'm writing, i guess i just am. so it looks like i'm not going to go home this week end. i was hoping to go home and spend some time with the babies. now i have to do a working interview at mound road vet.hosp. i really hope i get it! i need to get out of my old hosp. it just sucks there! it would be really cool cuz my ( Read more... )

so here are some pics of my cute lil new niece and nephew
Raighen marie Ly born at 7:08pm Nov.1 9lbs
Carter Michael Pokorski born at 12:51pm Nov.1 8lbs 2oz

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I'm a stupid little girl. I wish i could change the way i feel but i can't. i wish i could take everything back, start over nice and fresh, but we all know that is not going to happen. Stupid lil girl with her stroy book ending.

I'm driving myself crazy. my mind hasn't stoped turning since tues. nite. I can't really sleep, only due to medication do i sleep. i can't help myself but think its going to work out. and its driving me crazy. I want it more than anything to work out, but wouldn't he of called already? i don't know, i just wish that life was esay and that you never ( Read more... )

Why is it always me? I think i'm a nice enough person. but i guess thats just not enough for some people. I can't help but feel hurt and rejected, but at the same time i have a small little light that i can't let die. And when it finally does go out, then i'll have to feel my way around till i get back on my feet ( Read more... )

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so i'm sitting here writing in my lj because well...i am. I went out to the bar tonight. got a lil'toasty. Nites like tonight makes me want my friends so much more. I miss hanging out with my jessica..., karissa, court,Amanda and katie. i miss all of you. i can't wait till i get to go home next i miss the house parties at western. sometime i will ( Read more... )

so here are some pics of logan, well cuz he was complaing that i didn't have any pics of him. so here you go.

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