Los Angeles
Cement and cigarettes.

Last night we revisited our old Sunday night tradition for the last time.
I will be missing a lot, whenever it decides to hit me.
Two weeks left in America.

Sweet acceptance... Feelin so good.

I like how the extremes are mellowing out.
I can feel "so good" without expectations of what that should feel like, or wanting more of it.

It might be peace.

I cried during my workout today! Haha ( Read more... )

I'm an aunt! Again!!! :D :D

These are some realistic things I want to do solely for myself:
Read more books
Chill outside more often

Last night we were discussing making right our wrongs, and how it is much more difficult to approach an enemy and speak your piece versus a friend. This gentlemen I call a friend said, "I love my enemies, because I created them." This floored me ( Read more... )

My thoughts are self sabotaging my happiness.

I am ultra paranoid and even more than that, angry.

"Buddha Shakyamuni instated the precept of abstaining from the use of intoxicants to protect practitioners from being careless, breaking their vows, and causing disharmony. To refrain from the use of intoxicants is an act of compassion and can do nothing but benefit sentient beings."

I work graveyard shift now. Pretty brutal, but I am noticeably happier than I was before.