What's the plaaaan man? Waiting for a sign.

"nothing to look forward to" could be far from the truth

but my head tells me otherwise.

"Loser."

Sometimes I'm so focused on if what I'm doing is the right thing that I feel like I'm not participating in the spontaneity of life, and it seems like I'm missing all my chances. 

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I have pretty high expectations of other people. So I lower them. To what others refer to as 'realistic.' What I refer to as 'I'd rather eat dirt.' But I take the advice and I do it. And now my head is starting to tell me things like, "Nice job, you settler. Enjoy your painfully mediocre, at best, life."

When I finally commit to a lifestyle, I bet ( Read more... )

What's up with all the fear and disgust behind aging? We only get to take part in that process if we're lucky.

I belong on a farm.

AA meetings feel like what I assume home is supposed to feel like. (Lightblub on! ...something a non-alcoholic probably never feels.)

It's difficult to believe that going to sleep alone probably isn't going to be a forever thing, when it's been an entire-this-last-year-thing.

I can't find love in odd places. It's either there or it isn't.
Nothing in between.

Lonely,
as it should be.

I used to have someone in my life who was so important to me that he made every breath worth breathing.

Now there are no butterflies. He does nothing for my insides.

Time is the best worst thing.

babyday :D