+ TheNewManifesto +alright well here we go again. Jeff is back. I know i havent updated in a long time and all of you faithful readers have been squirming in your seats for the next installment. well theres going to be some changes around here ( Read more... )

sorry all. dont knwo why that last entry got posted three times and two different ways. my comp has been actin' up. sorry again.

a boy ( Read more... )

I wish it were tomorrow and then tomorrow i wish it were the next day. I want this cause another day means another chance to clarify my life and lately it seems like i need alot of days. tomorrow may bring answers to certain questions but those answers will cause yet another question and so on. Alots been going on lately with yours truly with most ( Read more... )

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first::.. this entry is jsut going to ramble and go from one topic to another with little or no warning. be prepared. this is your only warning.

second::.. Im so fucking pissed. I got grass stains and drit on my new shoes tonight. Some people and I played Hunt and Capture The Flag and i wore my new shoes. I wasnt even thinking. ARGH. this ( Read more... )

OK well I have 2 questions for all of you ( Read more... )

+ The Confessional ++ I confess that I am pretty much a mess lately and im thankful for those who have been around to listen. you know who you are ( Read more... )

i have learned that i do not like who I am. And this sint in the old, "im not attractive enough or funny enough, why dont girls like me" bullshit; this is the I dont liek who I am as a person. I finally came to the conclussion lately that I almost can not ever just be happy for someone. I always look at what they have and what I dont and why cant ( Read more... )

alright well first off matt won $1500 at the track yesterday. $1500!!! how the fuck does that happen? I mean what the fuck!?! Hopefully he doesnt EAT his way thru it even tho i dont doubt he will. haha. seriously tho. when the hell is SOMETHING, ANYTHING!! going to go my way. i cant tell you the last time something was going in favor of me? and ( Read more... )