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jrbfreak

I miss her bear-hugs the most...

Oct 15, 2005 10:08

When we left the theater to once again board the buses, the head counsellors seemed in an unusually bad mood. I was not the only one that suspected something, for as we travelled up the muddy, windy roads back to camp, the buses were abuzz with the CITs’(counsellor in training) gossip. By the time we arrived back at the campus, the CITs’ all felt ( Read more... )

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madamedavid October 15 2005, 15:54:10 UTC

It will never truly leave us, will it? We'll always recall that moment when we were told. Or the moment we had to tell someone else. And everything surrounding it will never leave us. And I think some of us will never really believe it's true, either.

jrbfreak October 15 2005, 20:46:34 UTC

agreed...

mangolight October 15 2005, 17:46:57 UTC

I miss her so much. Everyday. And sometimes you dont for a while and then it comes back. I want to go visit her in Pennsylvania at some point, i never got to go to the memorial.

jrbfreak October 15 2005, 20:47:36 UTC

Me too... let me know when you go so i can join. I have a bulletin board filled with pictures of her next to my bed... kinda like a memorial... she's the last thing I think of everynight... I miss her SO much...

mangolight October 16 2005, 04:03:19 UTC

I know exactly how you feel. Yom Kippur was hellish, and I have pictures of her and us in my locker. I feel like shes watching over us. There are sometimes when I can feel her in the room, and its unbearably sad and incredibly beautiful.

madamedavid October 15 2005, 23:33:16 UTC

Sometimes a day goes by
One whole entire day
When I don't think of her.

Twenty-four hours pass,
I look around and find
That I haven't thought of her.

Not even when I'm somewhere we used to go.
Not even when there's someone we used to know.

It isn't every day.
It's most unusual. In fact,
I don't remember when, but
Sometimes a day goes by
When I don't think of her til morning comes
And then
There she is again.

jrbfreak October 16 2005, 06:54:15 UTC

They shine a little brighter, they feel a little more ( ... )

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jrbfreak October 16 2005, 15:08:57 UTC

You saved me. If I had found out sitting alone with my campers in the theater... oh god.... And then you were there for me. I've said it once and I'll say it again, you were my angel and thank you for being there.

shakeyrtush October 18 2005, 05:24:26 UTC

Your writing is beautiful, Jesse.
I am so sorry, it's a story I never knew,and in a way a side of you I'd never really seen before.

I miss you.
E-mail me sometime. I think we have a lot of talking to do. I miss out late night conversations.