i'm in alfred
i think i'm gonna loose 20 pounds before winter
my apartment is offically a sauna

new screenname
i don't have my old list at all

so add me and IM me so i have you

eminentgratus

ready...go!

i really want to see a movie,
there are only like 800 that i want to see

only one more week

hopefully it will go better the next time i'm there
only with my luck

anyone who likes playing with explosives should call me

i love when i go to bed at 5am and then at 8am there are people in my house doing construction

i'm tired

and my ear is broken

but last night was good times

so i back at home which is awesome. i'm so glad that i am back, and that i left on such a good note. i don't know if anyone can understand how good it felt to hear the way people were talking to me about the work my students did. that even when nothing is right in my life, and i feel like i've completely lost all traces of the person i was before ( Read more... )

so i've taken up long drives at night through the mountains to keep me sane. the past couple nights i've gone out and driven around and it is by far the best part of the day. it is the only time that i am alone, and it is so peaceful and beautiful. I can play music, cry, and actually think. I'm just worried that one of these times i won't be able ( Read more... )

i feel so completely awful right now ( Read more... )

i'm here at long lake
hmmm yea
its good and horrible at the same time

it might be something, but i was the first day so we'll see

i'm looking for that person who has a hug that cures all. if that is you come find me, this is all too much. i wish a 'i'm hiding' would work on this one