i should make this private...but i won't

[jrockerdie]

Things aren't always what they seem , are they. I doubt it. I try to seem happy and optimistic, but lately...I've notice my own self assurance bounding away from me. I wouldn't call it depressed, i refuse to use that term..mainly for the fact...very few people actually know what depression really is... I feel certian things getting away from me..

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[akane_desu_ka]

I know that feeling. Where you can be surrounded by people but still feel completely alone?
Or like, you talk to people and it feels like that don't really hear what you're saying..?

[kyospants]

aw... im sad i didnt read this till after i left... iono how much this means, but i am always here to listen too ^_^ you know you can tell me anything, mmk?