i just dont fucking know anymore....

[jrplaya8503]

so i have been thinking a lot lately. im not sure what i want to do anymore. the more and more i think about it, the more i dont want to go back. yes i had a lot of fun there, and i have friends there. but i dont think i want to do it again. i know i have said it before, but im really thinking about it this time. i mean whats really there for

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[chaoskristi]

Jason...deary.... I know exactly what you're thinking... really do. But don't think that going to work at Cedar Point is not growing up... it's making you a bigger person... you can go to school in the fall... change your dates and do what I do... you live closer than me! hehe... it's a summer job...yes, but exactly... summer... you don't have to go straight through to October if you don't want... If you can make more money, then stay home... but please please please don't think that you're not growing up by going to CP... most people there are COLLEGE students anyway....

::HUGS::

[shawnathon]

Jason, even though I don't know you all that well I do understand what you are thinking, and I agree 100% with kristi. Your mind might be telling you one thing, but follow where your heart wants to go. I am a college graduate and "should" be looking for a "real" job out there, but i want to go back to CP cause thats where i WANT to be and i hopefully can make a career out of it. But if money is an issue than I would probably stay home too. Anyway, hope this helps some. good luck with ur decision.

LISTEN TO THEM

[mf_steph04]

i dont know why you feel you have to stay until october. you can save money and go to school. and kristi is right. CP does make you more responsible. minus all the drinking. its totally up to you, but you know my feelings on the subject. its like walking on egg shells with me when someone decides they dont want to go back. but im always going to be here for you no matter what. ill just miss you OH so much. ill be a fagless hag cause no one can ever replace you. :'(

i love you so much!
~steph

[videit]

Jason..... You'll figure it out. Don't stress so much. Whatever you decide will be right for you. There is no wrong answer here. If it were me? I'd go where the $$$ is.