so as of today i have 10 days left at fridays!!! WOO HOO!! then i get a much needed 2 week vacation, and then im off to beautiful (RIIIIIIGHT) sandusky, ohio for about 4 months. all i am doing for the next 10 days is working my ass off, so i can pay for everything through the begining of june. then the money i make this summer after i pay all ( Read more... )

so it seems that i only update when im pissed off or when im depressed.... well im depressed tonight. so i started talking to this girl a couple weeks ago, and she wanted to see a picture of me (i met her on jdate). and everytime i would send her a picture she wouldnt get it or whatever, and it took me so many tries to send her one, and finally ( Read more... )

so my mom started with her "i hate you" kinnda shit again... whatever after cedar point i need to find somewhere to live cuz im not gonna deal with her shit anymore. so i was talking to jess about living with her cuz we both want out of our houses. well she talked to lauren and told her about it, and of course lauren got all weirded out by that ( Read more... )

so im done with all this shit. last night megan came over to hang out with me and called lauren to see what time she wanted to go to somerset today. nothing about me right? well then lauren throws on the guilt trip about why she isnt hanging out with them. and megan told her it was because she wanted to hang out with me. then i heard lauren ( Read more... )

EXOTIC FOREIGNER ALIAS = Favorite Spice + Last Foreign Vacation Spot ( Read more... )

Broken this fragile thing now ( Read more... )

so im up at wmu, and im supposed to be having the best weekend ever, but every time i turn around i see happy couples.... and when i say couples im even including the 2 gay guys we were hanging out with... they were even making me depressed because they have someone, and i dont. and i keep talking to lauren and i know thats not helping me get ( Read more... )

so its been a while but heres an update. ive been working a lot lately, going to school, and hanging out with people from around here, or friends who come back in town from school. there really isnt any time for me to do anything else. im going to wmu tommorow for the weekend, and next weekend i am going to cmu for halloween. not much is going ( Read more... )

Every time we lie awake ( Read more... )

i feel like i have no time anymore. im either working, at school, or sleeping. i dont feel like i can catch up on anything. i remember when i was younger the weeks seemed so long, and i felt like i had so much time. now im always rushed to get things done like im racing the clock. i dont have time to catch up with friends, or do anything ( Read more... )