out with the bad and in with the good. this life is sooooooo swweeet.

i hate you i hate you so much. i wish you would just disappear and get out of our lives. stop fucking with me, stop trying to make my life hell. i hate you i wish i had never met you. you're so fucking smug you cocky arrogant bastard. i wish i had never trusted you, i wish i had never let you hurt me or know anything about me. everything i ( Read more... )

theres this dude, name: clemens--he keeps talking. no one listens, or maybe i'm the only one not listening and maybe i think i'm all that counts. fuck no good. ps start at the thumb(pollox) ok kiddies count one. you got it. keep going now index is 2, middle 3 ring 4 and pinkie 5 yea yea thats the way. so close but soo very far away from where we ( Read more... )

It's friday afternoon and a beautiful day at that. One more class until the weekend begins for me. School is pretty typical right now, campus is gorgeous as always, and my Vespa is adorable and quite convenient.... i love her. I thought about naming her Ella but as of now we don't call her anything because nothing really seems to fit. Suggestions ( Read more... )

Yes sir it's been a while. so lets start here, Since i last updated i have ( Read more... )

he turns me into jello.....oh this is bad

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
My weakness is that I care too much
My scars remind me that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel

Where to start:

Well Annie and I started personal training which is amazing. I bought a Vespa (he's beautiful), Annie and I went to Tallahassee for the weekend--insanity....we went to the lake got trashed...went out with my roommates...got trashed. Went to the Indian Mounds and to lunches and dinners and publix etc. Let's just say we did a lot! Oh ( Read more... )

what a weird, crazy, messed up two weeks! i met some guy, thought he was asshole then let him convince me that he wasn't -then got fucked over royally by him...funny thing is then he got even more screwed over and i didn't even do snything haha...just shows it all comes back around///..hmmm....you are such a fucking jerk and you deserve what ( Read more... )

I knew it was coming..i thought it might not, i was hoping for not. but i know myself better than that and i knew it was coming. and it has arrived. so here we are. now i have to fix it, if i can. it was making me want to stay, it distracted me for a while...but it wasn't real, it was just supposed to be fun. i need to get away now, it's really ( Read more... )