so, deep-seated self-loathing is surfacing again. i'm veering towards traffic again, and i don't know why. all i want to do is shut off, sleep, work, sleep, work, sleep and wake up when life is good. but i know that it won't get good on its own and that the good will only slip away from me if i don't tend to it
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that's how you've been these past 2 [soon to be 3] years. i wish it were more constant, seeing you and all. update your goddamn journal! if you can update a friggen picture of yourself, you best post an entry too! geez!
love,
sarrah
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