goodbye, all. i am leaving the country. i know not when i shall return.

okay, so a couple of things. i sold my car to one mr. jedediah lee, and as a result i have had the money i've been waiting on to do the things that i need to get done. thus, i went and bought a bunch of networking crap and i will soon have dsl. rock. also, i have no worries about making rent for a little while, and i may even have enough to skip ( Read more... )

i did it. i am sporting one rockin mullet. it's not the mcguyver like i was planning on, but instead, it's like the lead guy in gummo's. i didn't know my hair could do that. it rocks your cock.

i need someone with a digital camera so i can chronicle this brilliance. hook it up.

i am exhausted, malnourished, and stressed out. all these fantastic things are going on and i'm just too worthless to cheer up. alyssa thinks im pissed off at her or something because i've been really gruff lately. i'm just tired. always.

i need a miracle or twenty.

so, i've finally moved the stang up to my house and i'm ready to sell it. the FOR SALE signs go up tomorrow. i've got mixed feelings about it, but i know i need to get rid of the car ( Read more... )

it feels so good not to be sick. it feels like i've been set free from prison. it feels like i've been given my life back. damn, this is great.

who gravely misjudged the state of his health ( Read more... )

my brain is turning to mush. my senses are dulled and i'm losing my oh-so-delicately tuned social skills.

i need to get out of this room.

i need to not be sick.

i need to get on with things.

buh...

I AM SO FUCKING SICK. YOU DONT EVEN KNOW ( Read more... )

so, i've finally decided that i need out of this country. i've hated it and considered leaving for years, but the war for no apparent reason, the complete disregard for human life, and the blatant boldfaced lies have finally pushed me over the edge. i have no hope for this country, and i am now in fear that my life will be pulled into this mess ( Read more... )