I love working out, its just a great feeling, and if you know me I like to do push-ups, and i do it like this, do 5, take a 30 sec break, 10, 30 sec break, 15, so on, well today i got to a personal high of 95, and it felt so good. So hillary owes me a super nice compliment and she hasnt given it to me yet and I am still waiting ( Read more... )

It's like the past couple days I have been overheating, I am in the red and I can't find the release valve. I have just been so angry and I cant find the reason why, and its bad because I keep on taking it out on people around me, I am going insane, I have been dissecting my life trying to find reasons and for the life of me I just cant. Is it from ( Read more... )

This morning I woke up I was fine, went through the day ok, but all of the sudden I am just really pissed off I have no idea why and that pisses me off more...has that ever happened to you, just going throught your day and you just all of the sudden are like BACK OFF!?!? It's really driving me nuts, and like I dont know it just feels like everyone ( Read more... )

I dont even know if I spelled that right but at this point I dont care I am runnin on fumes I am so fuckin tired, yesterday ang invited me over there to spend the night, and as smart as it would have been to just come home, sleep a sweet 6-8 hours I could never EVER turn down spending more time with ang sooooooooooooo I spent the night there and I ( Read more... )

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I feel really sick today headache after headache after headache, it sucks. I did get to talk to ang this morning which was good, I like dropped bombs on her last night with like a million IM's apparently, I was talkin to a few other peeople so I guess I didnt even realize ( Read more... )

I almost forgot how poo poo of me, bekah is also one of my best buds and she is awesome, I didnt mention her because she is like a behind the scenes best friend, when I die her name will be in the credits. :)

If you want peace prepare for war...

My life has been alittle upside down lately so I needed a way to vent, maybe a journal will do I dont know, maybe if I stop writing in it that will be a no. My name is jay and I am 18 years old, I am going to be a cadet for the baltimore county police and one day be a police officer god willing, alot of people ( Read more... )