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[jsp8504]

so, i wanna know why i put myself through some things>? I was doing so well with this whole "getting over marc" thing....I know, call me pathetic but i mean, i guess i really liked the guy....someone please give me a reason why?? anyway, i was doing sooooo good and moving on, then, i had to do it. i broke down and went to one of the softball games

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[ktphb12]

Hey baby girl. :) I know what you're going through. I was the same way when we broke up. He used to do the whole, "oh i wish i couldn't talked to you" bullshit or whatever to me too. i could never decide if he was just saying it to a) be the generic "nice guy" b) because he honestly did want to talk to me or c) he was being a dickhead just to fuck with me. I never really found out. We both moved on...(him wayyyyy before me) and I cried a lot and finally decided I couldn't go around him because it would do exactly to me what it's doing to you. So I didn't. I still had to see him at school which was weird, but once i found a new crowd and then once i graduated it was cool. Now when I see him out (which is really rare) things are cool. We have normal chit chat and I get one of those "it was good while it lasted, but it's so much better now that it's over" feelings. It's so hard to move on sometimes, i understand that. But be strong girl, you'll get through it, whatever your method may be. Sorry this is hella long just thought i'd share

[jsp8504]

I'm so glad you shared it though.It seems like you went through some of the same shit with his stupid little mind games...I'm glad someone actually understands how hard it is...he's not like any other person I've had to get over,with anyone else it's just like "damn this sucks but oh well" now it's like "damn this sucks and I feel like I can't get away from it" At one point I was actually over him. I called him to tell him that I wanted to hang out as friends, ya know. And I really meant it....then he talked me into coming over....so stupid of me! I fell right into the same trap and I was right back where I started...I started moving on again and I decided to go to the damn softball game...well now it seems like I'm in a routine. anyways, I'll stop rambling on and on..we definitely need to hang out sometime!!!!