Ever wanted something so bad, but couldn't have it? That's how I feel right now. I mean, it's just so hard. It sucks. I've liked him since the first day I saw him back in high school. He graduated a couple of years before me. I never talked to him though. I just thought he was a great guy form what I saw of him and heard and stuff. Well We ended up ( Read more... )

I'm bored. No one I want to talk to is online. Dave's at work pulling a double and it sucks. He's leaving in like 48 days i believe. :o( I really don't want him to go. Well hopefully we'll be spending a lot of time together before he leaves. It sucks that things get so good towards the end. Well I think I'm going to go drink some coffee, so I can ( Read more... )

This is going to be the best/worst Christmas ever. The best bc I get to spend it with my family and see my grandpa. He lives far up north, so I don't get to see him much. He's dying. He won't be around much longer. And it's the worst Christmas because it'll be his last. The last time I seen him, he was so little. I think he got a lot of his ( Read more... )

So yeah...Jeremy was in bed by his 4am bedtime. Now it's shortly after 4am and I'm bored. Just chatting with Dave and Chris. They are both good guys. Good advice Chris. I'm kind of tired. Not tired enough to go to bed. I work 4-close tomorrow. It sucks. I haven't had much sleep lately. I think there's something wrong. If anyone sees me drinking ( Read more... )

Tonight's a good night. I'm talking to Dave and Jeremy. I'm really happy for some reason. My parents are leaving the day after Christmas. Party @ my house. Wanna come? Call my cell for details :o)

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back in school they never taught us what we needed to know ( Read more... )

It's 3:47am...Everyone I talk to is in bed...Maybe I should be too...

I hate thinking. It hurts! lol. jk. I just hate it, because I tend to think about things I shouldn't be thinking about. Yeah, you're probably saying, "Then don't think about those things!" right about now. Well, it just isn't that easy. I just wish I can go back and do things a little differently. Like after that asshole Kris hit me, I wish I would ( Read more... )

I have a new screen name. It's YourFallingxStar. I had a friend of mine make one for me bc I suck at it.