I'm not happy with the way my life is going. And it's not as easy as "then change it." Everyday I come home from school and do two things: cry and sleep. Fair is not fair and then I get angry and jealous and upset. I look at my friends' lives and am like "Why can't I be able to do the things that they do?" It's just frustrating ( Read more... )

YOU ARE KILLING ME. And I'm not even joking. I got in the car last night and burst into tears and cried the entire way home cause I just don't know what to do with you anymore. I have to tell you something, but I just don't know how. AND YOU'RE KILLING ME ( Read more... )

Past week in a nutshell, because just so much has happened ( Read more... )

I have major jealously issues that I need to sort out. There's something about everyone that I could say there's at least one thing I'm jealous of. And it eats me up inside. And I can't talk about it with anybody because I just don't work that way. I'm like a ticking time bomb and any minute now, I'm just going to explode from keeping everything ( Read more... )

So I've been listening to this song non- stop the past couple days and I think it's a pretty good end of the year song ( Read more... )

No one fucking listens to me. Not when I was younger, not now. I can scream and yell and lose my voice from it and I swear, I still would not be heard.

Just a fantabulous weekend if I do say so myself. I'm not sure it could have gotten any better.

People keep asking me if there's something going on between us. And all I can say is "I wish..."

4 days left of school. Then hopefully I can spend the 2 weeks after that like this weekend. Seriously, I can't remember the last time I had a weekend like

Saying goodbye has got to be the hardest thing in the world ( Read more... )

AHHHH just a few things to say ( Read more... )

Oh boy does delving into the past hurt. The pain the losses bring back, all the pictures, all the gifts. In a way, I want to get rid of it all, but I need to keep it to remind me.

On the bright side of things, RENT is amazing and so is the new LUSH store. Go to both, I highly suggest it.