i miss him so much it hurts

Sonny left for ireland today...*big sigh*
i watched my baby walk through security towards
the terminal until i couldn't see him anymore...
10 days until he gets back!!!

every time i say goodbye to him
i know it's one less goodnight kiss before he leaves
i'm excited for him, i am, and i know God is going to do great things for/with him
it's just so hard to say goodbye

today was the second best day ever =)
I LIKE YOU MORE! (I WIN!) *HA*

AHHH (RIPS HAIR OUT) *tears*

I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE TORE UP PINK BEAR
I WANNA CRY FOR LAUREN B/C SHE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW
SHE'S GONNA HATE ADDIE
I WANNA CRY SO BAD FOR HER
I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE TORE UP PINK BEAR

your doing fine OKLAHOMA : oklahoma ok!
beach tomorrow!!! hooray!!

SAT's TOM.!! AHH *pulls out hair* ehh i suppose it could be worse...i suppose i could be all stressed freaking out about them but for some strange reason.. i'm not...i'm not really sure why because i deffinately thought i would but hey i suppose this new developed oddness is a blessing, probobly a God-thing is more accurate. so i'm not thrilled ( Read more... )

why are all the people closest to me making me BITTER today...grr
at least work was really good, i really like my kids

so not a whole lot has changed
at least it doesn't feel that way
but when the summer is over
what then?
life won't continue as it is now
as much as i try to stop it
change is gonna happen
i think i'm denying it right now
i'm pretty sure we both are
but how's it gonna be when summers over
and everything shifts.