So news. My mom had cancer over the summer and she had a masectomy, which removes the entire brest, and supposedly they removed all of the cancer the first time around, and she wouldnt need chemo. My mom emailed me today to say that she needs chemo because they didnt get all of the cancer the first time around, and she isnt sure how bad it is or ( Read more... )

What once were my dreams are now nightmares and what once were beautiful memores have become the mental equivalent of the plague.

Love,
Joe.

I'm curious, who reads this? Nothing too theoretical is going on in my mind right now, I feel bad because i made plans for two parts of the country on the same day. I cant go to my friends birthday party because i have a wedding to go to on that same weekend. It's going to be an awesome wedding, because my family loves to get down, and dance, ( Read more... )

"A person who longs to leave the place that he lives is an unhappy person"-Milan Kundera ( Read more... )

For the most part i am bored all the time, i went out last night, it's the only night of liberty that i have during the week, drank a thirty in about an hour with two friends, it was fast as i can remember drinking a thirty between three people. Peed while walking home, was quite impressed because i didnt fall over, and i was able to walk backwards ( Read more... )

my schedule is awesome, i get about four hours to nap in the middle of the day....every day, i have one class on friday and wednesday, and the couses are pretty easy.....ok not. But with all this free time that i have i'm going to get into shape. That's right. I am going to get a six pack, dont believe it? I am going to post a before picture of me ( Read more... )

With the epiphany that i am still human, i need to take this dive into the next phase of my life, hopefully keeping what i have come to love and loosing what i have come to hate about myself. In the past year i have come a long way. I have gone from hating my family to loving it, with exception to times when they are idiots, but those times have ( Read more... )

My current mood right now could be described as depressed. I'm not sure why. I have a reason. Not a good enough reason to post, But man am I distraught. I'm going to ask out a lady that works with me tomorrow, I hope she says yes, and i hope that she's not the town whore like every other girl in the state of NY ( Read more... )

hmm, Trusty dusty journal. Long time no.....type? so much to say. Women Suck. Elaborations later, Car rides over 30 hours....SUCK! staying in Colorado without getting to hike one mountain....Cock tease. I hiked one but not the ones i wanted to. Being back in NY, Priceless? Nah. But my birthday is coming up on monday, I want to make a few phone ( Read more... )

My Comrades ( Read more... )