Mar 31, 2006 14:33
120: What is the most dangerous thing you have ever done?
All things considered, it was probably the Cody thing.
God, that sounds so fucking childish to say, like I'm denying the reality of it. I mean, I was going around like a lunatic, and if I didn't get myself killed, someone else was going to. I mean, I came back to the loft all bruised up, and I acted like it was nothing, and I guess in some ways it was, but...
It would have just kept getting bigger, more.
And yeah, some of those guys were phobic fucks, but we pushed them. I know we did. Cody did, but I have to take responsibility too. I mean, we practically begged them to come fight us. And yeah they were assholes, but they weren't bothering anybody. We were the ones who went in, asking for a fight. I can't even say we, I did. It might have been Cody's idea, but I was supposed to be smarter than that, and the fact that I let someone else influence me that much, was a stupid fucking decision.
It was the most dangerous to me, and it was the most dangerous to others.
And I will never ever ever touch a gun again.
Muse: Justin Taylor
Words: 201
Fandom: Queer as Folk US