I'm at a loss for words. My thought process is scattered. Why do I have to be such an emotional wreck? Why do I have to be all over the place? Why do I always jump to the negative because I don't feel "worthy enough ( Read more... )

For once...

I'm speechless...

I'm going to type this up quickly before I change my mind and decide to keep it all to myself like I have been for the past 12 years ( Read more... )

I shall type fast since Jeff's mom shall be arriving home shortly ( Read more... )

No one ever said relationships were gonna be easy ( Read more... )

My mom said "We better meet this guy then...to see if he's a good one..." Hmmm...I've never FORMALLY introduced a significant other before...this shall be interesting...

My weekend is over. My boyfriend (yes boyfriend--finally!) is typing up my playlist behind me. I don't know what I'd do without him...sigh. I love him ( Read more... )

I had a dream a couple of nights ago...it felt so real and when I woke up I was smiling ( Read more... )

I've never in my entire life of "dating" been to a "nice" restaurant. I'm not talking about Claim Jumper either. Last night I went out with my boyfriend...oops did I say boyfriend...I meant "pseudo" boyfriend to "Roy's" in La Jolla. Yeah ummm...he reassured me that it was a special occassion and that he just wanted me to enjoy the night. All I kept ( Read more... )

My love ( Read more... )